Limehouse (London, England) -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Then, as suddenly as she appeared, she disappeared, and over everything
there fell a blank dismay. The light died from the streets. Laughter was
chilled. The joy of living withered as at a curse. Something tender and
gay and passionate had been with us; something strange and exquisitely
sweet was gone from us; and we grew sharply old and went about our work
without any song or jest or caress. Only we thanked God and the grey
skies that it had been given to us to recognise it while it was there.
There was some speculation, and at last, because she was so much a
part of Poplar and we of her, the truth was made known sorrowfully and
reverently.
A hurried night journey in a cab to a lying-in hospital; and this lovely
child, fifteen years old, crept back to the bluebell or the daffodil
which had lent her to us. All that remains to us is her memory and that
brave philosophy of hers which was sobbed out to a few friends from the
little white bed in the maternity home.
“Life’s very beautiful. It’s worth having, however it ends. There’s so
much in it. Wine and things to eat. Things to wear. Shops to look at.
Coming home to supper. Meeting people. Giving parties. Books to read.
Music to hear.
“I think we ought to be so happy. And so kind. Because people suffer such
a lot, don’t they?
“I’ve not been bad, Mumdear. I’m only in love with everything and
everybody. They’re all so ... oh, sweet—and all that. I’m not bad. I’ve
only loved life, and when things tempted me I said Yes. It’s so easy to
say No to temptation. Any coward can do that. Kiss me a little, Mum. I’m
so tired.
“I hope I haven’t been mean or greedy or cruel. I love the boys and girls
I work with, and I love the music I dance to, and ... Poplar.
“I don’t know whether I’ve kept the Ten Commandments. Don’t much care.
But if ever I’ve hurt anyone, if ever I’ve been unkind, I hope they’ll
forgive me. Because ... I ... love them so....
“Mumdear ... ask them for some more of that cocaine ... cos ... it ... it
hurts ... so.”
There is a grave in East Ham cemetery which the suns and showers seem
to love, so softly they fall about it. The young musical director who
had presaged her ending and expressed himself as feeling sick that so
fragrant a flower should ever come to die, leaves bunches of violets
there once a week. For it was he who brought her to the dust.
_The Knight-Errant_
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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