Lunch was announced, a small ceremony of covered silver dishes, heavy
crystal, Nankin china, and flowers. The linen, which was old, bore a
monogram unfamiliar to her--that of Dodge's mother, probably. When she
had finished, but was still lingering at the narrow refectory table, she
heard Pleydon enter the hall and the explanatory voice of the servant.
An unexpected embarrassment pervaded her, but she overcame it by the
realization that there was no need for an immediate announcement of
her purpose. Dodge would naturally suppose that she was in New York
shopping.
He did, to her intense relief, with a moving pleasure that she had
lunched with him. “It's seldom,” he went on, “that you are so sensible.
I hope you haven't any plans or concerts to drag you away immediately.
I owe you a million strawberries; but, aside from that, I'd like you to
stay as long as possible.”
“Very well,” she replied quietly; “I will.”
She hadn't seen him since the statue at Hesperia had been destroyed, and
she tried faintly to tell him how much that outrage had hurt her. It had
injured him too, she realized; just as Arnaud predicted. He showed his
age more gauntly, more absolutely, than the other. His skin was dry as
though the vitality of his countenance had been burned out by the flame
visible in his eyes.
“The drunken fools!” he exclaimed of the mob that had torn Simon Downige
from his eminence; “they came by way of all the saloons in the city.
Free drinks! That is the disturbing thing about what the optimistic call
civilization--the fact that it is always at the mercy of the ignorant
and the brutal. There is no security; none, that is, except in the
individual spirit. And they, mostly, are the victims of a singular
insane resentment--Savonarola and there were greater.
“But you mustn't think, you mustn't suppose, that I mean it's
hopeless. How could I? Who has had more from living? Love and complete
self-expression. That exhausts every possibility. Three words. Remember
Cottarsport. But the love--ah,” he smiled, but not directly at her.
Linda was at once reassured and disturbed; and she rose, proceeding into
the drawing-room.
There she sat gracefully composed and with still hands; she never
embroidered or employed her leisure with trivial useful tasks. Pleydon
was extended on a chair, his fingers caught beyond his head and his long
legs thrust out and crossed at the ankles. His gaze was fixed on her
unwaveringly; and yet, when she tried to meet its focus, it went behind
her as though it pierced the solidity of her body and the walls in the
contemplation of a far-removed shining image. Her disturbance grew to
the inclusion of a degree of fretfulness at his unbroken silence, his
apparent absorption in whatever his meditation projected or found.
XXXIX
Now, she decided, was the moment for her revelation; or rather, it
couldn't very well be further deferred, for it promised to be halting.
But, with her lips forming the words, he abruptly spoke:
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