“But yes,” he answered impatiently. He returned the glove to its box,
carefully tying the tasselled cord. Then, after clumsily helping her
with the cape, he accompanied her to the elevator. “There were other
things,” he told her. “Did you see the letters about the Hesperia
affair? Heaps of them. Rodin.... But what can you expect in a world
where there is no safety--” The stopping cage cut off his remark. She
held out the hand that was less real to him than the dream.
“Good-by, Dodge.”
“Yes, Linda. But watch that door, your skirt might easily be caught in
it.” He fussed over her safety until, abruptly, he seemed to rise in
space, shut out from her by the limitations of her faith.
The evening overshadowed her in the train, as though she were whirling
in the swiftest passage possible, through an indeterminate grayness,
from day to night. The latter descended on her as she reached the steps
of her home. It was still that; now it would continue to be until
death. Nothing could ever again offer her change, release, vindication;
nothing, that was, which might give her, for a day, what even her mother
had plentifully experienced--the igniting exultation of the body.
It was inevitable, she thought, for Arnaud to be in the library. He rose
unsteadily as she stood in the doorway. “Linda,” he articulated with
difficulty. A book had rested open on the table beside him and, closing
it, he put it back in its place. His arm trembled so that it took a
painfully long while. Then he moved forward, still confused.
“What a confounded time you were gone. I had the most idiotic fancy. You
see, it was so unlike you; none more exact in habit. All day. I didn't
get to the Historical Society, it seemed so devilish far off. I'd never
blame you for leaving an old man without any gumption.” He must never
think that again, she replied. Wasn't she, too, middle-aged?
XL
Linda admitted, definitely, the loss of her youth; and yet a stubborn
inner conviction remained that she was unchanged. In this she had for
support her appearance; practically she was as freshly and gracefully
pale as the girl who had married Arnaud Hallet. Even Vigné, with
indelible traces of her motherhood, had faint lines absent from Linda's
flawless countenance. Her children, and Arnaud, were immensely proud of
her beauty; it had become a part--in the form of her ridiculously young
air--of the family conversational resources. She was increasingly aware
of its supreme significance to her.
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