This afternoon, apparently everything, including hope, had failed. She
was as cross as cross. From the manner in which she spoke it might have
been Linda's fault. The worst of it was that even the latter saw that
nothing could be done. Her mother was growing--well, a little tired in
appearance. Swift tears gathered in Linda's eyes. She hadn't been quite
truthful in that reassuring speech of hers. She set herself to the
examination of various older women with whom she had more or less lately
come in contact. How had they regarded and met the loss of whatever good
looks they had possessed?
It was terribly mixed up, but, as she thought about it, it seemed to her
that the world of women was divided into two entirely different groups,
the ones men liked, and who had such splendid parties; and the ones
who sat together and gossiped in sharp lowered voices. She hoped
passionately that her mother would not become one of the latter for a
long long while. But eventually it seemed that there was no escape
from the circle of brilliantly dressed creatures with ruined faces who
congregated in the hotels and whispered and nodded in company until they
went severally to bed.
The great difference between one and the other, of course, was the favor
of men. Their world revolved about that overwhelming fact. Her mother
had informed her of this on a hundred occasions and in countless ways;
but more by her actions, her present wretchedness, than by speech. It
was perfectly clear to Linda that nothing else mattered. She was even
beginning, in a vague way, to think of it in connection with herself;
but still most of her preoccupation was in her mother. She decided
gravely that a great deal, yet, could be done. For instance, lunch
to-day:
Her mother had given her a birthday celebration at Henri's, the famous
confectioner but a door or two from their hotel, and at the end, when
a plate of the most amazing and delightful little cakes had been set on
the table, the elder had eaten more than half. Afterwards she had sworn
ruefully at her lack of character, begging Linda--in a momentary return
of former happy companionship--never to let her make such a silly pig
of herself again. Then she got so tired, Linda continued her mental
deliberations; if she could only rest, go away from cities and resorts
for a number of months, the lines in turn would soon vanish.
The elder moved impatiently, with a fretful exclamation, in the inner
room; from outside came the subdued dull ceaseless clamor of New York.
Formerly it had frightened Linda; but her dread had become a wordless
excitement at the thought of so much just beyond the windows; her hands
grew cold and her heart suddenly pounded, destroying the vicarious image
of her mother.
VI
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