It was, for example, absurd that Mr. Moses Feldt, who was a Jew, should
make her feel like that, but he did. And all the while that she
was disagreeable to him, or mocking him behind his back, she was as
uncomfortable and “horrid” as possible. While this fact, of course, only
served to make her horrider still. At present she adopted the manner of
a patience that nothing could quite exhaust; she was polite and formal,
relentlessly correct in position.
Mr. Moses Feldt, the cigar in his grasp, pressed a hand to the probable
region of his heart. “You don't know how I think of you,” he protested,
tears in his eyes; “just the idea of you exposed to anything at all in
hotels keeps me awake nights. Now it's a drunk, or a fresh feller on the
elevator, or--”
“It's nice of you,” Linda said, “but you needn't worry. No one would
dare to bother us. No one ever has.”
“You wouldn't know it if they did,” he replied despondently, “at your
age. And then your mother is so trustful and pleasant. Take those
parties where she is so much--roof frolics and cocoanut groves and
submarine cafés; they don't come to any good. Rowdy.” Linda studied
him coldly; if he criticized them further she would leave. He mopped a
shining brow with a large colorful silk handkerchief. “It throws me into
a sweat,” he admitted.
“Really, Mr. Feldt, you mustn't bother,” she told him in one of her few
impulses of friendliness. “You see, we are very experienced.” He nodded
without visible happiness at this truth. “I'm a jackass!” he cried.
“Judith tells me that all the time. If you could only see my daughters,”
he continued with a new vigor; “such lovely girls as they are. One dark
like you and the other fair as a daisy. Judith and Pansy. And my home
that darling mama made before she died.” The handkerchief was again in
evidence.
“Women and girls are funny. I can't get you there and not for nothing
will Judith make a step. It may be pride but it seems to me such
nonsense. I guess I'm old-fashioned and love's old-fashioned. Homes have
gone out of style with the rest. It's all these restaurants and roofs
now, yes, and studios. I tell the girls to stay away from them and from
artists and so on. I don't encourage them at the apartment--a big lump
of a feller with platinum bracelets on his wrists. What kind of a man
would that be! I'd like to know who'd buy goods from him.
“Sometimes, I'm sorry I got a lot of money, but it made mama happy. When
she laid there at the last sick and couldn't live, I said, 'Oh, if you
only won't leave me I'll give you gold to eat.'” He was so moved, his
face so red, that Linda grew acutely embarrassed. People were looking
at them. She rose stiffly but, in spite of her effort to escape him, he
caught both her hands in his:
“You say I'm an old idiot like Judith,” he begged. This Linda declined
to do. And, “Ask your mother if you won't come to dinner with the girls
and me, cozy and at home--just once.”
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