After dinner--an occasion, with Pansy absent, where Mr. Moses Feldt's
tears persisted in flowing--she had strayed into the formal chamber
across from the dining-room and leaned out of a window, gazing into the
darkening court. Directly below was where Pleydon had kissed her. She
often re-examined her feelings about that; but only to find that they
had dissolved into an indefinite sense of the inevitable. Not alone had
it failed to shock her--she hadn't even been surprised. Linda thought
still further about kissing, with the discovery that if, while it was
happening, she was conscious of the kiss, it was a failure; successful,
it carried her as far as possible from the actuality.
Pleydon, of course, had not written to her; he had intimated nothing to
the contrary, only asking her to let him know, at the Harvard Club, if
she changed address. That wasn't necessary, and now, probably, he was
back from South America. Where, except by accident, might she see him?
Markue, with his parties, had dropped from Judith's world, his place
taken by a serious older dealer in Dutch masters with an impressive
gallery just off Fifth Avenue.
That she would see him Linda was convinced; this feeling absorbed any
desire; it was no good wanting it or not wanting it; consequently she
was undisturbed. She considered him gravely and in detail. Had there
been any more Susanna Nodas in his stay south? She had heard somewhere
that the women of Argentine were irresistible. Her life had taught her
nothing if not the fact that a number of women figured in every man's
history. It was deplorable but couldn't be avoided; and whether or not
it continued after marriage depended on the cunning of any wife.
Now, however, Linda felt weary already at the prospect of a married life
that rested on the constant play of her ingenuity. A great many things
that, but a little before, she had willingly accepted, seemed to her
probably not less necessary but distinctly tiresome. Linda began to
think that she couldn't really bother; the results weren't sufficiently
important.
Dodge Pleydon.
She slept in a composed order until the sun was well up. It was warmer
than yesterday; and, going to an afternoon concert with Judith, she
decided to walk. Linda strolled, in a short severe jacket and skirt, a
black straw hat turned back with a cockade and a crisp flushed mass of
sweet peas at her waist. The occasion, as it sometimes happened, found
her in no mood for music. The warmth of the sunlight, the open city
windows and beginning sounds of summer, had enveloped her in a mood in
which the jangling sentimentality of a street organ was more potent than
the legato of banked violins.
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