“They're all liars, Lin, and stingy about everything but their pleasure.
Women are different but men are all alike. You get sick to death of
them! Never bother them when they are smoking a cigar; cigarettes
don't matter. Leave the cigarette-smokers alone, anyhow; they're not
as dependable as the others. A man with a good cigar--you must know
the good from the bad--is usually discreet. I ought to bring you up
different, but, Lord, life's too short. Besides, you will learn more
useful things right with mama, whose eyes are open, than anywhere else.
“Powder my back, darling; I can't reach. If I'm a little late to-night
go to sleep like a duck. You think Mr. Jasper's nice, don't you? So does
mother. But you mustn't let him give you any more money. It'll make him
conceited.”
Linda wondered what she meant by the last phrase. How could it make Mr.
Jasper conceited to give her a gold piece? However, she decided that she
had better not ask.
It was like that with a great many of her mother's mysterious
remarks--Linda had an instinctive feeling of drawing away. The other
kissed her warmly and left a print of vivid red on her cheek.
She examined the mark in the mirror when her mother had gone; it was,
she decided, the kiss made visible. Then she laid away the things
scattered about the room by Mrs. Condon's hasty dressing. Her own
belongings were always in precise order.
A sudden hesitation seized her at the thought of going down to the crowd
at the music. The women made her uncomfortable. It wasn't what they
said, but the way they said it; and the endless questions wearied her.
She was, as well, continually bothered by her inability to impress upon
them how splendid her mother was. Some of them she was certain did not
appreciate her. Mrs. Condon at once admitted and was entertained by
this, but it disturbed Linda. However, she understood the reason--when
any nice men came along they always liked her mother best. This made the
women mad.
The world, she gathered, was a place where women played a game of men
with each other. It was very difficult, she couldn't comprehend the
rules or reason; and Linda was afraid that she would be unsuccessful
and never have the perfect time her mother wanted for her. In the first
place, she was too thin, and then she knew that she could never talk
like her dearest. Perhaps when she had had some wine it would be
different.
She decided, after all, to go down to the assemblage; and, by one of
the white marble pillars, Mrs. Randall captured her. “Why, here's
Linda-all-alone,” Mrs. Randall said. “Mama out again?” Linda replied
stoutly, “She has a dreadful lot of invitations.”
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