“Well, to realize all that, to feel the degradation of her nature,
to lie, sick with exhaustion, on the broken slats of her bed under a
ravelled-out travesty of a quilt, and get up morning after morning in
an iron winter dark--to experience that in your spirit and put it into
durable metal, hard stone--is to hold beauty in your hands.”
Her interest in his speech was mingled with the knowledge that, in order
to dress comfortably for dinner, she must leave immediately. Pleydon
helped her into the Hallet open motor landaulet. Linda demanded
quantities of air. He was, he told her at the door, leaving in an hour
for New York. “I wish you could be happier,” she insisted. He reminded
her that he had had the afternoon with her. It was so little, she
thought, carried rapidly over a smooth wide street. His love for her
increased rather than lessened. How wonderful it was.... The woman
outside that barred door of treasure.
XXIX
Linda thought frequently about Dodge and his feeling for her; memories
of his words, his appearance, speculations, spread through her tranquil
daily affairs like the rich subdued pattern of a fine carpet on the
bare floor of her life. She was puzzled by the depth of a passion that,
apparently, made no demands other than the occasional necessity to be
with her and the knowledge that she existed. If she had been a very
intelligent woman, and, of course, not quite bad-looking, she might
have understood both Pleydon and Arnaud, the latter a man whose mind was
practically absorbed in the pages of books. There could be no doubt, no
question, of their love for her.
Then there had always been the others--the men at the parties, in her
garden, through the old days of her childhood in hotels. It was very
stupid, very annoying, but at the same time she became interested
in what, with her candid indifference, affected them. She had never,
really, even when she desired, succeeded in giving them anything,
anything conscious or for which they moved. Judith Feldt, on the
contrary, had been prodigal. And, while certainly numbers of men had
been attracted to her, they all tired of her with marked rapidity. Men
met Judith, Linda recalled, with eagerness, they came immediately and
often to see her ... for, perhaps, a month. Then, temporarily deserted,
she was submerged in depression and nervous tears.
But, while it was obviously impossible for all lovers to be constant,
two extraordinary and superior men would be faithful to her as long as
she lived, no--as long as they lived. This was beyond doubt. One was
celebrated--she watched with a quiet pride Pleydon's fame penetrate
the country--and the other, her husband, a person of the most exacting
delicacy of habits, intellect and wit.
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