Still Linda's hurt persisted; she saw the unfortunate occurrence as a
direct blow at her pride. Arnaud, too, failed her; he was splendid in
his assault upon such rapacious stupidity; but it was only an impersonal
concern. His manner expressed the conviction that it might have been
expected. He was blind to her special enthusiasm, her long intimate
connection with the statue. Exasperated she almost told him that it was
more real to her than their house, than Vigné and Lowrie, than he. She
was stopped, fortunately, by the perception that, amazingly, the statue
was more actual than Dodge Pleydon. It touched the center of her life
more nearly.
Why, she didn't know.
If her mental confusion increased by as much as a feeling, Linda
thought, she would be close to madness. It was unbearable at practically
forty.
Lowrie said, at the worst possible moment, that he found the entire
episode ridiculously overemphasized. A statue more or less was of small
importance. If the Downige family were upset why didn't they employ
an able lawyer to dispose of it? There were many ways for such a
proceeding--
“I have no desire to hear them,” she interrupted. “You seem to know a
tremendous lot, but what good it will do you in the end who can say!
And, with all your cleverness, you haven't an ounce of appreciation for
art. Besides, I hate to see any one as young as you so sure of himself.
Often I suspect you are patronizing your father and me. It's not pretty
nor polite.”
Lowrie was obviously embarrassed by her attack, and managed the abrupt
semblance of an apology. Arnaud, who had put down his eternal book, said
nothing until the boy had vanished. “Wasn't that rather sharp?” he
asked mildly. “Perhaps,” she replied in a tone without warmth or regret.
“Somehow I am never comfortable with Lowrie.”
“You are too much alike,” he shrewdly observed. “It is laughable at
times. Did you expect your children to be fountains of sentiment?
And, look here--if I can get along in comfort with you for life you in
particular ought to put up peacefully with Lowrie. He is a damned sight
more human than, at bottom, you are; a woman of alabaster.”
“I loathe quarrels,” she admitted; “they are so vulgar. You know that
they are not like me and just said so. Oh, Arnaud, why does life get
harder instead of easier?”
He put his book aside completely and gazed at her in patient thought.
“Linda,” he said finally, “I have never heard anything that stirred me
so much; not what you said, my dear, but the recognition in your voice.”
A wistfulness of love for her enveloped him; an ineffable desire as vain
as the passion she struggled to give him in return. She smiled in an
unhappiness of apology.
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