That was kind, Linnet thought, far kinder than she ever could have
expected from Andreas. But that wasn’t all. He had provided in many
ways, or intended to provide, for the good mother’s comfort. Then the
Herr Vicar went on to speak still more of Andreas, who slipped out as he
spoke, leaving priest and penitent alone together. So Herr Andreas, it
seemed, was going to marry her! For a girl like her, that was a very
great honour. And the sooner the better, indeed; the sooner the better!
These were grave and painful rumours now afloat in St Valentin—and the
Herr Vicar shook his head in solemn warning—grave and painful rumours,
how Linnet had been seen on the hillsides more than once—with an
English heretic. And he had followed her to Innsbruck! and then to
Meran! and now, Heaven knew what he was trying to do with her! ’Twas a
dangerous thing, a compromising thing (the Herr Vicar thought) for a
girl to get involved in an affair like that with a man so much above
herself in position and station. But Herr Andreas was so kind, and
consented to overlook it; there were very few men who in a similar case
would act like Herr Andreas. In other matters the Herr Vicar had
withstood him to his face, because he was to be blamed; but in this, he
had behaved like a generous gentleman.
To all which, poor Linnet, hiding her face in her hands, only made
answer once more, “I can never marry Andreas Hausberger.”
“Why not?” the priest asked, sharply.
And Linnet, hardly knowing how to answer him for fear and shame, yet
murmured very low, “Because I don’t love him.”
Then the Herr Vicar, thus aroused, went off at a tangent into a clerical
exhortation on the nature, duties, and inducements of matrimony. We must
remember that, in these matters, the wishes of the flesh were not alone
or even chiefly to be consulted. They were of minor importance. There
was her duty as a daughter, for example: Herr Andreas was rich; how much
might he not do to lighten her mother’s old age? how much to release her
poor father’s soul from the flames of purgatory? There was her duty as a
woman, and a child of the Church; how much might not Herr Andreas’s
money enable her to accomplish for the good of the world and for the
souls of her people? She was still a giddy girl. What temptations such a
marriage would enable her to avoid; what a brilliant future in the end
it might open out before her! And then these floating rumours had
disturbed him much; on his way from Jenbach, if she would only believe
him, he had said prayers on her behalf to Our Lady, to preserve her
honour.
But Linnet, raising her head, and looking him straight in the eyes, made
answer at last in these wicked, rebellious words, “I love the Engländer!
Ah, I love the Engländer! If ever I marry at all, I’ll marry the
Engländer!”
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