And the effect? Ah, well, only those who know the profound religious
faith of the Tyrolese peasantry can fully understand the appalling
effect this pastoral exhortation produced upon Linnet. It was no new
discovery, indeed. All along, amid the tremulous delight of her first
great love, she had known in her heart this thing she was doing, though
sweet—too sweet—was unspeakably wicked. She was paltering with sin,
giving her heart to a heretic. She herself had seen him pass many a
wayside crucifix, many a shrine of Our Dear Lady, without raising his
hat or letting his knee do obeisance, as was right, before them. He was
good, he was kind; in a purely human sort of way he sympathised with
her, and understood her as no one else in the world had ever yet done;
but still—he was a heretic. She had known that all along; she had known
the danger she ran, and the end, the horrible end, it must finally lead
her to. And now, when her parish priest, her earliest friend, her own
tried confessor, pointed out her sin to her, she quivered and crouched
before him in bodily terror and abject submission. The flames of hell
seemed to rise up and take hold of her. And the more frightened she
grew, the more vehement and fierce grew the priest’s denunciation. He
saw his opportunity, and made the best use of it. What were the few
short years of this life to an eternity of pain? What a dream of brief
love to fiery floods for ever?
At last, appalled and horrified, Linnet, bowing her frightened head,
held up her bloodless hands, and begged convulsively for mercy. “Give me
absolution,” she cried; “Father! O Father, forgive me!”
Her confessor seized the occasion, for her soul’s benefit. “Not unless
you abandon him!” he answered, in a very stern voice. “While you remain
in your sin, how can God’s priest absolve you?”
Linnet wrung her hands for a moment in silent agony. She _couldn’t_ give
him up! Oh, no; she couldn’t! “Father,” she cried at last with a
despairing burst, “what shall I do to be saved? Guide me! Save me!”
The priest snatched at the chance. “Will you come back to St Valentin
to-morrow?” he asked, with two uplifted fingers poised half-doubtful in
air, as if waiting to bless her. “Will you come back to St Valentin—and
marry Andreas Hausberger?”
In an agony of abject religious terror, Linnet bowed her head. “Is there
no other way?” she cried, trembling, “No other way of salvation?”
The priest pressed his advantage. “If you died to-night,” he answered,
in a very solemn voice, “you would die in your sin, and hell’s mouth
would yawn wide for you. Accept the escape an honourable man offers you,
and be clear of your heretic!”
Linnet flung herself on her knees, and clasped her hands before him. The
horrors of eternity and of the offended Church made her shake in every
limb. She was half-dumb with terror.
“I’ll do as you wish, Father,” she moaned, in a voice of hushed awe, “if
you’ll only bless me. I’ll go back to St Valentin and marry Andreas
Hausberger!”
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