Besides, during those few happy weeks at Meran, Linnet had begun to
reveal herself to him as another person. He was catching faint glimpses
now of the profounder depths of that deeply artistic, though as yet
almost wholly undeveloped, character. The books he had read to her she
understood so fast; the things he had told her she caught at so readily;
the change to new scenes seemed so soon to quicken and stimulate all her
latent faculties. Had not Nature said of her, as of Wordsworth’s country
lass, “She shall be mine and I will make A lady of my own”? For that she
was a lady indeed had been forcing itself every day more and more
plainly upon Will’s mind, as he walked and talked with her. At
Innsbruck, he had thought more than once to himself, “How could one
dream in a world where there are women like Rue, of tying oneself for
life to this sweet-voiced alp-girl?” Among the Dolomites, three weeks
later, he asked himself rather, “How could one ever be content with mere
brightness and sunniness like that charming Rue’s, in a world which
holds women so tender, so true, and so passionate as Linnet?”
Slowly, bit by bit, he began to wonder how he could muster up courage to
tear himself away again—and, if he did, for how long he could manage to
keep away from her? And then, as he debated, there arose in his mind the
profounder question of justice or injustice to Linnet. Was it right of
him so deeply to engage her affections, unless he meant by it something
real, something sure, something definite? She loved him so well that to
leave her now would surely break her heart for her. What end could there
be to this serious complication save the end he had so strenuously
denied to Florian?
On the very last evening of their drive through those great bare
unearthly peaks that look down upon Botzen, Florian came into Will’s
room for an evening gossip. They sat up long over the smouldering embers
of a fragrant pinewood fire. There’s nothing more confidential than
young men’s confabulations over a smouldering hearth in the small hours
of the morning. The two friends talked—and talked, and talked, and
talked—till at last Will was moved to make a clean breast of his
feelings in the matter to Florian. He put his dilemma neatly. He
acknowledged he was going just where Florian had said he would go. “I
pointed out the noose to you,” the epicurean philosopher observed, with
bland self-satisfaction, “and you’ve run your neck right into it.
Instead of playing with her like a doll as a sensible man would have
done, you’ve simply gone ahead and lost your heart outright to her.
Foolish, foolish, exceedingly foolish; _but_, just what I expected from
you. I said from the very first, ‘Now mark my words, Deverill, as sure
as eggs is eggs, you’ll end by marrying her.’”
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