“I don’t say I’ll marry her now,” Will replied, somewhat sheepishly.
“How can I, indeed? I’ve got nothing to marry on. I find it hard enough
work to keep body and soul together for myself in London, without
thinking of an engagement to keep somebody else’s into the bargain.”
“Then what _do_ you mean to do?” Florian inquired, with sound
common-sense. “If you don’t mean to marry her, and you don’t mean to
harm her, and you can’t go away from her, and you can’t afford to stop
with her,—why, what possible new term are you going to introduce into
human relations and the English language to cover your ways with her?”
“That’s just it. I don’t know,” Will answered, in a somewhat hopeless
and helpless voice, piling the embers together in the centre as he
spoke, just to keep them alight for some minutes longer. “There’s the
rub. I admit it. Nobody feels it more than I do. But I don’t see any
possible kind of way out of it. I’ve been thinking to myself—or perhaps
half-thinking—I might manage it like this, if Linnet would assent to
it. We might get married first——”
Florian raised one warning hand, and nodded his shapely head up and down
two or three times solemnly. “I told you so,” he interposed, in a tone
of most mitigated and mournful triumph. “There we get at it at last. You
have said the word. I was sure ’twould come to that. Marry, marry,
marry!”
“And then,” Will went on, with a very shamefaced air, never heeding his
comment, “what’s enough for one’s enough for two, they say—or very
nearly. I thought we might live in lodgings quite quietly for awhile,
somewhere cheap, in London——”
“Not _live_,” Florian corrected gravely, with another sage nod of that
sapient head; “lurk, linger, vegetate. A very sad end! A most dismal
downfall! I see it all: Surrey side, thirty shillings a week; cold
mutton for dinner; bread and cheese for lunch; an ill-furnished parlour,
a sloppy-faced slavey! I know the sort of thing. Pah! My gorge rises at
it!”
“And then, I could get Linnet’s voice trained and prepared for the
stage,” Will continued, perusing his boots, “and work very hard myself
to keep us both alive till she could come out in public. In a year or
two, I feel sure, if I watched her close and saw her capabilities, I
could write and compose some good piece of my own to suit her exactly.
With me to make the songs, and Linnet to interpret them, I believe,
sooner or later, we ought easily to earn a very good livelihood. But
it’d be a hard pull first; I don’t conceal that from myself. We’d have a
struggle for life, though in the end, I feel sure, we’d live it down and
conquer.”
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