The tears stood dim in Rue’s swimming eyes. She looked at him steadily,
and let them trickle one by one down her cheeks, unheeded. “Dear Will,”
she answered him back, with equal frankness, “it was kind of you to
speak, and I’m glad you’ve spoken. It’ll make our relations all the
easier in future! I guessed how you felt; I guessed it all long ago; but
I’m glad, all the same, to have heard from your own lips the actual
facts of it. And, Will, you quite rightly interpret my feelings. I’m an
American at heart, and, you know, we Americans are very exacting in
matters of affection. Some savage strain of monopoly exists in us still.
I can’t help it. I acknowledge it. I won’t deny to you”—and she
stretched out her hand quite frankly, and let him hold it in his own for
a few brief moments—“I won’t deny that I’m very very fond indeed of
you. If you could have given me your whole heart, I would have accepted
it gratefully. I admired you with a deep admiration from the very first
day I ever met you. I loved you from the time we sat together on the
Lanser Kopf that afternoon at Innsbruck. I’m not ashamed to tell you
so—nay, rather, dear, I’m proud of it; for, Will, you’re a man any
woman might be proud to waste her love upon. But much as I love you,
much as I admire you, I never could accept you if you feel like that. As
an American born, with my monopolist instincts, I must have a whole man
to myself all alone—or I won’t have any of him.”
“I knew it,” Will answered, caressing her hand with his fingers, and
bending over it chivalrously. “And that’s why I never have ventured to
ask you. But I’ve loved you all the same, Rue—as one loves the woman
who stands best of all . . . save one . . . in one’s affections.”
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