Rue withdrew her hand gently. Her tears were falling faster. “Well,
now,” she said, with a quiet sigh, “we can be friends in future—all the
better, I hope, for this little explanation. I’m rich, of course, Will;
and a great many men, circumstanced as you were, would have been glad to
marry me for the sake of my money. I liked you all the more, I like you
the more to-day, in that _that_ has never counted for one moment with
you. If you’d been a mercenary man, you’d have dissembled and pretended;
you need never have let me see how much you loved that girl; or, if you
had, you might have led me to suppose you had gradually forgotten
her. . . . Dear friend”—and she turned to him once more with a sudden
burst of uncontrollable feeling—“we are man and woman, as you say, not
boy and girl; so why should I be ashamed to open my whole heart to you?
You’ve told me the truth, like a man; why shouldn’t I tell you the
truth, in return, like a woman? I will. I can’t help it. I have waited
and watched and thought often to myself, ‘In time, he must surely,
surely get over it. He must cease to love her; he can never really have
loved her so much as he imagines; he must turn at last to me, when he
forgets all about her.’ So I waited and watched, and, month after month,
I thought at last you must surely begin to forget her. But, month after
month, I have seen you loved her still; and while you loved her still,
. . . Will, Will, dear Will, I didn’t want you to ask me.”
Will seized her hand once more, and kissed it tenderly. “Oh, how good
you are!” he cried, in a very melting voice. “Rue, do you know, when you
talk like that, you make me love you!”
“But not better than _her_?” Rue murmured, softly.
Will couldn’t lie to her. “No; not better than her,” he answered slowly,
in a very low voice. “If it were otherwise, I’d have asked you this very
minute, dear sister.”
Rue rose and faced him. The firelight flickered red on her soft white
dress; he could see by its bright glow the tears still trickling slow
down those full round cheeks of hers. “After this, Will, I must go,” she
said. “Don’t come again to-morrow. Next week, you may call if you like,
some afternoon, casually; but for Heaven’s sake, please, don’t refer to
this interview. I have only one thing to say, and when I’ve said it, I
must run from you. Remember, I’m a woman; my pride is fighting hard
against my love to-night—and, if I let love win, I should for ever
despise myself. As long as you live, don’t speak to me of this matter
again, unless you speak to say, ‘Rue, Rue, I’ve forgotten her.’ If ever
that day comes—” and she flushed rosy red—“you have my answer already;
you know you can claim me.”
She moved over to the door, with hurried step and beating heart, hardly
able to trust herself. With a true sense of delicacy, Will abstained
from opening it. He stood on the hearth-rug, irresolute, and just
watched her depart; he felt, in the circumstances, that course was the
more respectful.
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