’Twas at Naples, accordingly, that Linnet came out first as Signora
Casalmonte. But after a short season there, Andreas was quite
sufficiently assured of ultimate success to venture upon taking his
prize at once to England. He would sell his goods, like a prudent
merchant that he was, in the dearest market. When Linnet first learned
she was to go to London, a certain strange thrill of joy and hope and
fear coursed through her irresistibly. London! that was the place where
Will Deverill lived! London! that was the place where she soon might
meet him!
She clasped the little metal Madonna that still hung from her neck,
convulsively. “Our Dear Frau, oh, protect me! Save me, oh, save me from
the thoughts of my own heart! Help me to think of him less! Help me to
try and forget him!”
She was Andreas Hausberger’s wife now, and she meant to be true to him.
Love him she never could, but she could at least be true to him. Not in
deed alone, but in thought and in word, as Our Dear Frau knew, she
strove hard to be faithful.
Then came the first fluttering excitement and disappointment of
London—that dingy Eldorado, so rich, so miserable—the dim, dank
streets, the glare, the gloom, the opulence, the squalor of our
fog-bound metropolis! For a week or two, thank Heaven, Linnet was too
busy at arrangements and rehearsals to think of surroundings. They were
the weeks during which Will was away in the Provinces, or he must almost
certainly have heard of and attended the preliminary performances of the
forthcoming opera. The final day arrived, and Linnet, all tremulous at
the greatness of the stake, had to make her first appearance before that
stolid sea of unsympathetic, hide-bound English faces. She had peeped at
them from the wings before the curtain rose; oh, how her heart sank
within her. The respectable sobriety of stalls and boxes, the
square-jawed brutality of pit and gallery, the cynical aspect of the
gentlemen of the press, in their faultless evening clothes and unruffled
shirt-fronts—all contrasted so painfully with the vivid excitement and
frank expectancy of the Neapolitan audiences to which alone she had
hitherto been accustomed. One brighter thought, and only one, sustained
her—Dear Lady, forgive her that she should think of it now! these were
all Herr Will’s people, and they spoke Herr Will’s tongue; as Herr Will
was kind, would not they too be kind to her?
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