So, plucking up heart of grace, though trembling all over, she tripped
down the stage rocks with her free gait of a _sennerin_. To her joy and
surprise, a burst of applause rose responsive at once from those
seemingly irresponsive dress-coated stalls, those stolidly brutal and
square-faced pittites. Her mere beauty stirred them. Even the gentlemen
of the press, smiling cynically still, drummed their fingers gently on
the flat tops of their opera-hats. Thus encouraged, Linnet opened her
mouth and sang. Her throat rose and fell in a rhythmical tide. She
rendered the first stanza of her first song almost faultlessly. She
knew, herself, she had never sung better. Then came a brief pause before
she went on to the second. During that pause, she raised her eyes to a
box of the first tier. The Blessed Madonna in Britannia metal on the
oval pendant, ever faithful at a pinch, almost crumpled in her grasp as
she looked and started. It was Will she saw there, Will, Will, her dear
Englishman; and Herr Florian by his elbow, and the grand foreign Frau,
the fair-haired Frau, the Frau with the diamonds, ever still beside
them!
In a second, Linnet felt from head to foot a great thrill break over
her. It broke like a wave of fire, in long, undulating movement, as she
had felt it at Innsbruck. The wave rose from her feet, as before, and
coursed hot through her limbs, and burnt bright in her body, till it
came out as a crimson flush on neck and chin and forehead. Then it
descended once more, thrilling through her as it went, in long,
undulating movement, from her neck to her feet again. She felt it as
distinctly as she could feel Our Blessed Lady clenched hard in her
little fist. Her Englishman was there, whom she thought she had lost; as
at Innsbruck, so in London, he had come to hear her sing her first song
in public!
All at once, yet again, the same strange seizure came over her. As her
eyes met Will’s, and that wave of fire ran resistlessly through her, she
was conscious of a weird sense she had known but once in all her life
before—a sudden failure of sound, a numb deadening of the orchestra.
Not a note struck her ear. It was all a vast blank to her.
Instinctively, as she sang, her right hand toyed with Will’s coral
necklet, but her left, with all its might, still gripped and clasped Our
Lady with trembling fingers. She heard not a word she herself was
uttering; she knew not how she sang, or whether she sang at all; in an
agony of terror, of remorse, of shame, she kept her eyes fixed on the
conductor’s _bâton_. By its aid alone she kept true to her
accompaniment. But her heart went up silently in one great prayer to Our
Lady. When she felt this at Innsbruck she knew it was love. If it meant
love still—Andreas Hausberger’s wife—Oh! Blessed Mother, help! Oh!
Dear Lady, protect her!
CHAPTER XXX
AN UNEXPECTED VISITOR
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