That evening at the theatre, Philippina burst in upon her with a radiant
face, as she dressed for her part in _Cophetua’s Adventure_. “It’s all
right,” she cried aloud in German, half-wild with joy. “Mr Deverill has
managed it! He spoke to the Archbishop, and the Archbishop said _Yes_;
and he gave me absolution then and there on the spot, and I went home
for Theodore; and I’m to spend to-night at a lodging-house alone, and
he’ll marry us with all the rites of the Church to-morrow.”
Linnet clasped her hand tight. “I’m so glad, dear,” she answered. “I
knew he’d give way if Herr Will only spoke to him. Herr Will’s so kind
and good, no mortal on earth can refuse him anything. He’s a heretic, to
be sure, but, O Philippina, there’s no Catholic like him! . . .
Besides,” she added, after a pause, rearranging the folds in the Beggar
Maid’s dress with pretended pre-occupation, “I prayed Our Lady that she
might soften the Archbishop’s heart; and Our Lady heard my prayer; she
always hears me.”
As she spoke, a great pang passed suddenly through her bosom: Our Lady
had answered _that_ prayer; would she answer _the other one_? Would she
grant Linnet’s wish to love Will Deverill less? Staring before her in an
agony, she sobbed at the bare thought. It was horrible, hateful! A flood
of conflicting emotion came over her like a wave. Sinful as she felt it
herself to be, she _knew_ she never meant that prayer she had uttered.
Love Will Deverill less? Forget him? Oh, impossible! She might be
breaking every commandment in her heart at once, but she _couldn’t_
frame that prayer she must and would love him!
Oh, foolishness of men, who think they can bind the human heart with a
vow! You may promise to _do_ or leave undone what you will; but promise
to _feel_ or not to feel! The bare idea is preposterous!
CHAPTER XXXVIII
HUSBAND OR LOVER?
The Hausbergers spent that winter in Italy. Andreas thought the London
air was beginning to tell upon Linnet’s throat, and he took good care,
accordingly, to get her an autumn engagement in Vienna, followed by a
winter one at Rome and Naples. The money was less, to be sure, but in
the end ’twould repay him. Linnet was an investment, and he managed his
investment with consummate prudence. Before they went away, however, he
and Linnet had another slight difference of opinion about Will Deverill.
On the very morning of their departure, a bouquet arrived at the door in
Avenue Road, with a neat little note attached, which Linnet opened and
read with undisguised eagerness. Bouquets and notes were not infrequent
arrivals at that house, indeed, and Andreas, as a rule, took little or
no notice of them—unless accompanied by a holder of the precious
metals. But Linnet flushed so with pleasure as she read this particular
missive that Andreas leaned across and murmured casually, “What’s up?
Let me look at it.”
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