It was a trying position for Will. He hardly knew what to do. Duty and
love pulled him one way, chivalry and the hot blood of youth the other.
When a beautiful woman makes one an offer like that, it would be
scarcely human, scarcely virile to resist it. And Will was not only a
man but also a poet—for a poet is a man with whom moods and impulses
are stronger than with most of us. As poet, he cared little for mere
conventional rules; it was the consequences to Linnet herself he had
most to think about. But he saw it was no use talking to her from the
standpoint he would have adopted with most ordinary Englishwomen. It was
no use pointing out to her what he himself realised most distinctly,
that her union with Andreas was in its very essence an unholy one, an
insult to her own body, a treason against all that was truest and best
in her being. It ran counter from the very first to the dictates of her
own heart, which are the voice of Nature and of God within us. But to
Linnet, those plain truths would have seemed but the veriest human
sophisms. She looked upon her marriage with Andreas as a holy sacrament
of the Church; and any attempt to set aside that sacrament by an earthly
court, and to substitute for it a verbal marriage that was no marriage
at all to her, but a profound mockery, would have seemed to her soul ten
thousand times worse than avowed desertion and unconcealed wickedness.
Better live in open sin, she thought, though she paid for it with her
body, than insult her God by pretending to invoke his aid and blessing
on an adulterous union.
Will argued feebly with her for a while, but it was all to no purpose.
The teachings of her youth had too firm a hold upon her. He saw she was
quite fixed in her own mind upon one thing; she might stop with him or
she might go back, but she was Andreas Hausberger’s wife by the Church’s
act, and no earthly power could make anything else of her. So Will gave
up the attempt to convince her, as all in vain, at least for the
present. He saw what he had to do first was to provide at once for the
immediate future. Linnet couldn’t remain in his rooms alone with him
that night; to him, at least, so much was certain. For her own dear
sake, he must save her from herself; he must throw at least some decent
veil for the moment over the relations between them.
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