For Linnet herself, long before this, the die was cast. She felt she had
already deserted her husband; she had sinned in her heart the
unspeakable sin; all the rest was in her eyes mere detail and
convention. But she realised gratefully none the less Will’s goodness
and kindness to her. “You are better to me far than I’ve been to
myself,” she cried, clinging hard to him still; “I’ve wrecked my own
soul, and you would try to save my poor earthly body.” And yet, in the
mere intoxication of being near him and touching him, she more than
half-forgot all else on earth; her warm Southern nature rejoiced in the
light of her poet’s presence. She cared for nothing now; she thought of
nothing, feared nothing; with Will by her side, she would gladly give
her soul to burn for ever in nethermost hell, for the sake of those
precious, those fleeting moments.
“I must find some place for you to spend the night in, Linnet,” Will
said at last seriously. “Even if it were only to save scandal for the
immediate future, I should have to do that; by to-morrow, all the world
in London would be talking of it. But I hope, after a while, when I’ve
reasoned this thing out with you, you may see it all differently—you
may come round to my point of view; and then, you’ll be glad I arranged
things now so as to leave the last loophole of divorce and re-marriage
still open before you.”
Linnet shook her head firmly. “I’m a Catholic,” she said, with a sigh,
“and to me, dear Will, religion means simply the Catholic faith and the
Catholic practice. If I gave up that, I should give up everything.
Either marriage is a sacrament, or it’s nothing at all. It’s to the
sacrament alone that I attach importance. But if you wish me to go, I’ll
go anywhere you take me; though, if I obeyed my own heart, I’d never
move away from your dear side again, my darling, my darling!”
She clung to him with passionate force. Will felt it was hard to drive
her from him against her will—how hard, perhaps, no woman could ever
tell; for with women, the aggressiveness of love is a thing unknown; but
for the love’s sake he bore her, he kept down his longing for her. “Have
you brought any luggage with you?” he asked at last, drawing himself
suddenly back, and descending all at once to the level of the practical.
“A little portmanteau, and—all I need for the night,” Linnet answered
with a deep blush, still clinging hard to him. “My maid’s in the
passage.”
“But how about the theatre this evening?” Will inquired with a little
start. “You know, this was to have been your first appearance this
season.”
Linnet opened her palms outward with a speaking gesture. “The theatre!”
she cried, half-scornfully. “What do I care for the theatre? Now I’ve
come to _you_, Will, what do I care for anything? If I had my own way,
I’d stop here with _you_ for ever and ever. The theatre—well, the
theatre might do as best it could without me!”
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