As for Linnet herself, she accepted the separation much more readily, to
say the truth, than Will ever imagined she could. It half-piqued him,
indeed, to find how easily she seemed to acquiesce in the inevitable.
She trembled when he told her, to be sure, and tears started to her
eyes; but she answered, none the less, in a fairly firm voice, that she
always knew the _gnädige Herr_ must go away in the end; that she hoped
he would remember her wherever he went; and _she_—with a deep sigh—she
could never forget his kindness. That, however, was all. Just a pressure
of her fingers, just a kiss on his hand, just a tear that dropped wet on
his outstretched palm as she bent her head over it in customary
obeisance, and Linnet was gone, and he saw no more of her that evening.
In the morning when he stood at the door to bid farewell to the
household, he fancied her eyes looked red with crying. But she grasped
his hand hard, for all that, and said goodbye without flinching. He gave
a florin or two as _Trinkgeld_ to each of the servants at the inn; but
to Linnet he felt he couldn’t give anything. She was of different mould.
Linnet noticed the omission herself, with a glistening eye—and took it,
as it was meant, for a social distinction.
The plain truth was, she had always expected Will must soon go away from
her. Nor was she indeed as yet what one might fairly call quite in love
with him. The very distance between them seemed to forbid the feeling.
He was kind, he was sympathetic, he was musical, he was a gentleman, he
divined her better qualities, her deeper feelings; he spoke to her more
deferentially and with truer respect than any of her own equals had ever
yet spoken to her; she couldn’t help feeling flattered that he should
like to come out upon the hillside to talk with her; but, as yet, she
hardly said to herself she loved him. If she had, what good? Was it
likely such a great gentleman from over the seas would care to marry a
mere Tyrolese milkmaid? Was it likely, if he did, the _wirth_ and the
priest would allow her to marry a Protestant Englishman?
So, from the very outset, save as a passing affection, Will Deverill
stood wholly outside poor Linnet’s horizon. She regarded him as a
pleasant but short-lived episode. Besides, light loves are the rule with
the alp-girl. It was quite in the nature of things for Linnet that a man
should take a liking to her, should pay her brief court, should expect
from her far greater favours than ever Will Deverill expected, and
should give her up in the end for a mere freak of fancy. That was the
way of the Zillerthal! So, though the thorn had gone deep, she accepted
her fate as just what one might have anticipated, and hardly cried for
an hour in her own bed at night, to think those sweet mornings on the
pasture by the pinewood were to be over for ever. For of course, in the
end, if the _wirth_ so willed, she must marry herself contentedly to
Andreas Hausberger.
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