Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 22, August, 1878Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 22, August, 1878
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
"But you ought not to talk, sir," expostulated the valet, "until you
have had your breakfast."
The sick man made a gesture for him to leave the room, watched him go
out, and then fastened his piercing black eyes on me and looked at me
long and fixedly. "You saw me yesterday?" said he at last, breaking
the silence.
I nodded, finding it a difficult task to speak.
"Are you a babbling child?" said he with considerable force and
earnestness, "or have you enough of a man's knowledge to have learned
to respect the infirmities of other men?"
"I tell no one's secrets, sir: they are not mine to tell."
He quite broke down, and lay there before me strangling with sobs and
cries. "Should Mr. Floyd know," he murmured, "should Mr. Floyd even
guess, that I am the wretched wreck of a man that I am, he would not
let Helen stay with me another moment. He would extenuate, he would
pity, nothing: he does not know what it is for a man like me, once
proud, witty, gay, to bear seclusion and depression and decay. I long
at times for some of the inspiration of my youth: it comes with a
terrible penalty."
I could believe it, for his face expressed such abasement and despair
as I had never dreamed of.
"I know," he continued, his voice broken and husky, "that I shadow
Helen's life. I know that if I had died last night she would be a
luckier girl to-day than she is now. But I sha'n't last long, Floyd.
Put your finger on my pulse."
I did so, and was obliged to grope for the uncertain, slow beating at
his wrist. It seemed as if so little life was there it might easily
flicker and go out at any moment.
"I may die at any time," said he, putting my unspoken thought into
words. "Dr. Sharpe tells me not to count on the morrow. What cruelty
it would be, then, to deprive me of my grandchild! What could I do
without her? What would become of me, living alone, with no company
but the gibbering shapes mocking at me out of the corners?" He cowered
all in a heap and looked up at me with clasped hands. "Let her stay,"
he went on imploringly. "It is only for a little while, and then
everything will be hers--this house and these grounds, my house in New
York and blocks of stores, all my pictures, my statues, my books.
Why, I tell you, Floyd, I am worth more than a million of dollars in
invested property that brings me in a return of ten per cent. It is
all for her. I save half my income every year to buy new mortgages
and stocks, that she may be the richer. I think," he exclaimed with a
sudden burst of feeling, "that such wealth as I shall give her might
atone for a great deal. Remember, Floyd, it is only a little while
that I shall burden her: let her stay."
He was pleading with me as if I were the arbiter of his fate. He had
grasped my arm, and his glittering eyes were fastened on me with the
intensity of despair in their expression.
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