Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 22, August, 1878Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Vol. 22, August, 1878
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
"Why, Mr. Raymond," said I gently, "I have nothing to do with Helen's
going or staying. If you fear that I shall inform Mr. Floyd about
what--what happened yesterday, you do me injustice. I shall tell him
nothing. I have no right to say a word about anything that takes place
in your house."
"You are a good boy," said Mr. Raymond, with an expression of relief
relaxing his convulsed features. "I do not wonder that James loves you
as his own son--that it is the wish of his heart that you should grow
up with Helen, learn to love her, and marry her at last."
I listened doubtfully: it did not occur to me that his words had
any foundation in fact; yet, all the same, the newly-suggested idea
burdened me. "I think you are mistaken," said I gently. "Nothing of
that kind could ever possibly happen."
"Not for years--not until I am dead," returned Mr. Raymond peevishly.
"It was nothing--nothing at all. All that occurred I will tell you,
since I was foolish enough to speak of it in the first instance. James
said he wanted Helen to be much with you. 'You know how those childish
intimacies end,' I replied to him--'in deep attachment and desire for
marriage.'--'I ask nothing better for Helen,' James exclaimed. 'She
will grow up like other girls, and love, and finally become a wife;
and if she became Floyd's wife I should have no fears for her.'" Mr.
Raymond's eyes met mine. "You will never tell Mr. Floyd I spoke of
this to you," he said under his breath. "I am not quite myself this
morning, or I should not have suggested a thought of it to you."
I was very sure that I should never mention it, for I found the idea
of my marrying Helen so painfully irksome that it went with me all the
day, casting a shadow across our intercourse. I told myself over and
over that the idea was absurd--that such a thing could never, never
come to pass. She was so mere a child. I studied her face with its
baby contours, where nothing showed the dawn of womanhood yet except
the great melancholy eyes; I took her hand in mine, where it lay like
a snowflake on my brown palm; and I laughed aloud at the grotesqueness
of the fancy that I should ever put a ring on that childish finger.
"Why do you laugh?" she asked me wonderingly.
"To think," I rejoined, "how funny it is to remember one day you will
be grown up and have rings upon your fingers."
"Is that funny?" she asked. "Of course, if I live I shall grow up and
be a woman. My mamma was married when she was only seventeen, and in
seven years I shall be seventeen." I dropped her hand as if it had
stung me. "I have all mamma's rings," she went on: "I have a drawerful
of trinkets that mamma used to wear. When Georgy Lenox comes I shall
give her a locket and a chain that are so very, very pretty they will
be just right for her. Tell me more about her, Floyd."
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