Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 20. December, 1877Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 20. December, 1877
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"What young lady?" said Percival stiffly. He knew perfectly well, and
Hammond knew that he knew.
"Miss Lisle."
"No, I hadn't heard. Who is he?"
"The happy man? Lord Scarbrook's eldest son."
"Who told you?"
"You are incredulous, but I fear I can't soften the blow. The man who told
me heard Lisle talking about it."
"There's no blow to soften," said Percival, "I assure you I don't feel it."
"Ah," said Hammond, "there was once a man who didn't know that his head had
been cut off till he sneezed--wasn't there? Take great care of yourself,
Percival." And nodding a second farewell Godfrey left him, and Percival
went on his way through that curiously shrunken world.
And, after all, the blow was premature. Mr. Lisle had only talked of a
probability which he earnestly hoped would be realized.
But Percival did not doubt it. He tried to analyze his feelings as he
walked away. He had known but little of Judith Lisle, but when first he saw
her face he felt that the vague dream which till then had approached, only
to elude him, in clouds, in fire, in poems, in flowers, in music, had taken
human shape and looked at him out of her gray eyes. Percival had no certain
assurance that she _was_ his ideal, but from that time forward he pictured
his ideal in her guise.
He did not dream of winning her. Mr. Lisle had boasted to him one evening,
as they sat over their wine, of all that he meant to do for his daughter,
and of the great match he hoped she would make. Percival had a feeling of
peculiar loyalty to Mr. Lisle as the friend whom his dead father had
trusted most of all. He could not think of Judith, for he could never be a
fit husband for her in Mr. Lisle's eyes. Had he been heir to
Brackenhill--But he was not.
So he acquiesced, patiently enough. He did not attempt to do anything. What
was there to do? By the time that he had struggled through the crowd and
got his foot on the first round of that ladder which _may_ lead to fortune,
Judith would probably be married. He did not even know certainly that she
was the woman he wanted to win. Why should he force the lazy stream of his
existence into a rough and stony channel that he might have a
chance--infinitesimally small--of winning her.
Yet there were moments of exaltation when it seemed to him as if his
acquiescence were tame and mean--as if his life would miss its crown unless
he could attain to his ideal. At such moments he felt the stings of shame
and ambition. Yet what could he do? The mood passed, and left him drifting
onward as before.
But now all thought of Judith Lisle was over. Even if she were in truth his
ideal woman, it was certain that she was no longer within his reach. That
haunting possibility was gone. All that it had ever done for him was to
make him dissatisfied with himself from time to time, and yet he found
himself regretting it.
[TO BE CONTINUED.]
CAPTURED BY COSSACKS.
EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS OF A FRENCH OFFICER IN 1813.[B]
[Illustration: COSSACKS AND FRENCH PRISONERS.]
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