Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 22. October, 1878. — John Shaqi
Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 22. October, 1878.Various
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Lippincott's Magazine of Popular Literature and Science, Volume 22. October, 1878.
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Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Science -- Periodicals
Thorne was relieved at the turn Bertie's meditations had taken, but he
could not think that the young fellow's position at St. Sylvester's was
very secure. Neither did Judith. Neither did Bertie himself. The thought
did not trouble him, but Judith was evidently anxious.
"You do too much," said Percival one day to her. They were walking to St.
Sylvester's, and Bertie had run back for some music which had been
forgotten.
"Perhaps," said Judith simply. "But it can't be helped."
"What! are they all so busy at Standon Square?"
"Well, the holidays, being so near, make more work, and give one the
strength to get through it."
"I'm not so sure of that. I'm afraid Miss Crawford leaves too much to you,
and you will break down."
"I'm more afraid Miss Crawford will break down. Poor old lady! it goes to
my heart to see her. She tries so hard not to see that she is past work;
and she is."
"Is she so old? I didn't know--"
"She was a governess till she was quite middle-aged, and then she had
contrived to scrape together enough to open this school. My mother was her
first pupil, and the best and dearest of all, she says. She had a terribly
up-hill time to begin with, and even now it is no very great success.
Though she might do very well, poor thing! if they would only let her
alone."
"And who will not let her alone?"
"Oh, there is a swarm of hungry relations, who quarrel over every
half-penny she makes; and she is so good! But you can understand why she
is anxious not to think that her harvest-time is over."
"Poor old lady!" said Percival. "And her strength is failing?"
Judith nodded: "She does her best, but it makes my heart ache to see her.
She comes down in the morning trying to look so bright and young in a
smart cap and ribbons: I feel as if I could cry when I see that cap, and
her poor shaky hands going up to it to put it straight." There were tears
in the girl's voice as she spoke. "And her writing! It is always the bad
paper or the bad pen, or the day is darker than any day ever was before."
"Does she believe all that?" the young man asked.
"I hardly know. I think she never has opened her eyes to the truth, but I
suspect she feels that she is keeping them shut. It is just that trying
not to see which is so pathetic, somehow. I find all manner of little
excuses for doing the writing, or whatever it may happen to be, instead of
her, and then I see her looking at me as if she half doubted me."
"Does the school fall off at all?"
"I'm not sure. Schools fluctuate, you know, and it seems they had scarlet
fever about six months ago. That might account for a slight decrease in
the numbers: don't you think so?"
"Oh, certainly," said Percival, with as much confidence as if
boarding-school statistics had been the one study of his life. "No doubt
of it."
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