We believe that the cause was not special and peculiar to the case, but
general, and due to the invariable principles of human nature, at all
times and everywhere. If historical experience proves anything, it proves
that the earth is not adapted for a life of mere intellectual pleasure.
The life of a brute on earth, though bad, is possible. It is not even
difficult to many persons to destroy the higher part of their nature by a
continual excess in sensual pleasure. It is even more easy and possible
to dull all the soul and most of the mind by a vapid accumulation of
torpid comfort. Many of the middle classes spend their whole lives in a
constant series of petty pleasures, and an undeviating pursuit of small
material objects. The gross pursuit of pleasure, and the tiresome pursuit
of petty comfort, are quite suitable to such ‘a being as man in such
a world as the present one.’ What is not possible is, to combine the
pursuit of pleasure and the enjoyment of comfort with the characteristic
pleasures of a strong mind. If you wish for luxury, you must not nourish
the inquisitive instinct. The great problems of human life are in the
air; they are without us in the life we see, within us in the life we
feel. A quick intellect feels them in a moment. It says, ‘Why am I here?
What is pleasure, that I desire it? What is comfort, that I seek it? What
are carpets and tables? What is the lust of the eye? What is the pride
of life, that they should satisfy _me_? I was not made for such things.
I hate them, because I have liked them; I loathe them, because it seems
that there is nothing else for me.’ An impatient woman’s intellect comes
to this point in a moment; it says, ‘Society is good, but I have seen
society. What is the use of talking, or hearing _bon-mots_? I have done
both till I am tired of doing either. I have laughed till I have no wish
to laugh again, and made others laugh till I have hated them for being
such fools. As for instruction, I have seen the men of genius of my
time; and they tell me nothing,—nothing of what I want to know. They are
choked with intellectual frivolities. They cannot say “whence I came, and
whither I go.” What do they know of themselves? It is not from literary
people that we can learn anything; more likely, they will copy, or try to
copy, the manners of lords, and make ugly love, in bad imitation of those
who despise them.’ Lady Mary felt this, as we believe. She had seen all
the world of England, and it did not _satisfy_. She turned abroad, not in
pursuit of definite good, nor from fear of particular evil, but from a
vague wish for some great change—from a wish to escape from a life which
harassed the soul, but did not calm it; which awakened the intellect
without answering its questions.
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