'He saw the beautiful light of which the old chafer spoke; he thought he
could do no better than fly towards it at once. He flew straight into a
room, and into a human hand. For three days he lived in torture; he was
shut up in a cardboard box; they tied a thread to his feet and let him
fly at the end of it; then they untied him, with one wing and one leg
torn off; and at last, helplessly creeping round and round on a carpet,
trying to feel his way back to the garden, a heavy foot crushed him to
death.
'All the creatures, Johannes, which come out and about at night are just
as much children of the Sun as we are. And although they have never seen
their glorious father, still an obscure remembrance always tempts them
wherever a light is beaming. And thousands of poor creatures of the
darkness find a miserable end through their love for the Sun, from which
they were so long since parted, and to which they have become strangers.
And in the same way a vague and irresistible attraction brings men to
ruin in the false image of that Great Light whence they proceeded, but
which they no longer know.'
Johannes looked inquiringly into Windekind's eyes, but they were as deep
and mysterious as the dark sky between the stars.
'Do you mean God?' he timidly asked.
'God?' There was a soft smile in the deep eyes. 'I know, Johannes, what
you are thinking of when you speak that word,--of the chair by your
bed-side where you knelt to say your long prayers last evening--of the
green serge curtains in front of the church window, which you gaze at by
the hour on Sunday mornings--of the capital letters in your little
Bible--of the church-bag with its long pole--of the stupid singing and
the stuffy atmosphere. All that you mean by the word, Johannes, is a
monstrous, false image. In place of the sun a huge petroleum lamp, to
which thousands and thousands of flies are helplessly and hopelessly
stuck fast!'
'But what then is the name of that Great Light, Windekind? And to whom
must I pray?'
'Johannes, it is as though a patch of mould should ask me what was the
name of the earth which bears it round in space. Even if there were any
answer to your question you would no more understand it than an
earthworm can hear the music of the stars. Still, I will teach you to
pray.'
And while Johannes was still silently wondering over Windekind's reply,
the elf flew out of the wood with him, high up, so high that beyond the
edge of the down a long narrow line was visible, gleaming like gold.
They flew on and on, the undulating sand-hills beneath them gliding
away, and the streak of light growing broader and broader. The green hue
faded, the wild broom was grey and thin, and strange bluish-green plants
grew among the bushes. Then another range of hills--a long narrow strip
of sand--and beyond, the wide unresting sea.
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