What Windekind told him had ceased to interest him. A great deal of it
he did not understand, and he never got a perfectly clear and
satisfactory answer when he asked one of his old questions.
And this again made him think of that Book in which everything was set
forth so plainly and simply; and of that everlasting still and sunny
autumn day which would ensue.
'Wistik! Wistik!' he murmured.
Windekind heard him.
'Johannes, I am afraid you ought to have remained a human being. Even
your friendship is as that of men--the first person who has spoken to
you after me has won all your confidence from me. Ah! my mother was
right after all!'
'No, Windekind. But you are much wiser than Wistik--as wise as that
Book. Why do you not tell me everything? See now! Why does the wind blow
through the trees so that they bend and bow? Look, they can bear it no
longer; the boughs snap and the leaves are flying by hundreds on all
sides, though they are still green and fresh. They are so tired they can
no longer hold on, and yet they are constantly shaken and thrashed by
the rude, spiteful wind. Why is it so? What does the wind mean?'
'My poor Johannes, you are talking as men talk.'
'Make it stop, Windekind. I want calm and sunshine.'
'You question and want as a man; there is no answer, no fulfilment. If
you cannot learn to ask or wish better, the autumn day will never dawn
for you, and you will be like the thousands of human beings who have
talked to Wistik.'
'What, so many?'
'Yes, thousands. Wistik affects great mystery, but he is a chatterbox
who cannot keep his own secrets. He hoped to find the Book among men,
and communicates his knowledge to every one who might be able to help
him. And he has made many as unhappy as himself. They believe in him,
and go forth to seek the Book with as much zeal as some use in seeking
the art of making gold. They sacrifice everything, give up their calling
and their happiness, and shut themselves up among big volumes or strange
matters and instruments. They risk their lives and health, they forget
the blue sky and kindly gentle Nature--nay, even their fellow-creatures.
Some find good and useful things, as it were gold nuggets, which they
throw out of their holes on to the bright sunlit surface of the earth;
but they do not themselves care for these; they leave them for others to
enjoy, while they dig and grub on in the dark without cessation or rest.
They are not seeking gold but the Book. Some lose their wits over the
work, forgetting their object and aim, and becoming mere miserable
dotards. The sprite has made them quite childish. You may see them
building up little castles of sand, and calculating how many grains more
are needed to make them fall in; they make little watercourses, and
estimate precisely the bends and bays the water will make; they dig
trenches, and devote all their patience and reason to making them very
smooth and free from stones. If these poor idiots are interrupted in
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