'It is all your fault!' said Johannes. 'Leave me in peace.'
'What took you to talk with men? Men can never understand you. Why do
you tell men such things? It is most foolish.'
'They laughed at me, and hurt me. They are detestable creatures! I hate
them.'
'No, Johannes; you love them.'
'No, no!'
'If you did not, it would not vex you so much to find yourself different
from them; it could not matter to you what they say. You must learn to
care less.'
'I want my key. I want to show it to them.'
'You must not do that; and they would not even then believe you. Of what
use would it be?'
'I want my little key from under the rose-bush. Do you know where to
find it?'
'Yes, certainly; by the pool you mean? Yes, I know it.'
'Then take me there, Wistik.'
Wistik clambered up on Johannes's shoulder and showed him the way. They
went on and on, all the day; the wind blew, and heavy rain fell from
time to time, but towards evening the clouds ceased driving, and packed
into long grey and gold bars. When they reached the sand-hills which
Johannes knew so well, his heart was sad within him, and he whispered
again and again, 'Windekind, Windekind!'
There was the rabbit-hole, and the sand-hill where he had fallen asleep.
The grey reindeer-moss was soft and damp, and did not crack under his
feet. The roses were all over, and the yellow evening-primroses with
their faint oppressive scent opened their cups by hundreds. Higher yet
grew the tall mulleins with their thick woolly leaves. Johannes looked
carefully to espy the small russet leaves of the wild rose.
'Where is it, Wistik? I do not see it.'
'I know nothing of it,' said Wistik. 'You buried the key, not I.'
Where the rose-tree had stood there was a plot covered with yellow
Oenotheras staring heedlessly at the sky. Johannes questioned them, and
the mullein too; but they were much too proud, for their tall stems rose
far above his head; so he asked the little three-coloured pansies on the
sandy ground. However, no one knew anything of the wild rose. They were
all new-comers this summer, even the mullein, arrogant and tall as it
was.
'Oh! where is it? where is it?'
'Have you too deceived me?' cried Wistik. 'I expected it; it is always
so with men.'
And he let himself slip down from Johannes's shoulder, and ran away
among the broom. Johannes looked about him in despair--there stood a
tiny wild rose-bush.
'Where is the big rose-bush?' asked Johannes; 'the big one which used to
stand here?'
'We never talk with human creatures,' said the shrub.
That was the last thing he heard; everything remained silent. Only the
broom-shrubs sighed in the light evening breeze.
'Am I then a man?' thought Johannes. 'No! it cannot be, it cannot be! I
will not be a man! I hate men!'
He was tired and sick at heart. He lay down at the edge of the meadow,
on the soft grey moss which gave out a strong, damp scent.
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