Then they passed along filthy streets, where the strip of heavenly blue
seemed no more than a finger's breadth wide, and was still more shut out
by clothes hung out to air. These alleys were swarming with people, who
jostled each other, shouted, laughed and sometimes even sang. In the
houses here, the rooms were so small, so dark and foul, that Johannes
could scarcely breathe. He saw squalid children crawling about on the
bare floor, and young girls with tangled hair crooning songs to pale,
hungry babies. He heard quarrelling and scolding, and every face he
looked upon was weary, or stupid and indifferent.
It filled Johannes with a strange sudden pang. It had nothing in common
with any former pain, and he felt ashamed of it.
'Pluizer,' said he, 'have men always lived here in such grief and
misery? And when I--' he dared not finish the question.
'To be sure, and a happy thing too. They are not in such grief and
misery; they are used to it and know no better. They are mere animals,
ignorant and indifferent. Look at those two women sitting in front of
their door; they look out on the dirty street as contentedly as you used
to gaze at the sand-hills. You need not worry yourself about the lot of
man. You might as well cry over the lot of the moles who never see
daylight.'
And Johannes did not know what to answer, nor what, then, he ought to
weep over. And ever through the noisy throng and bustle, he still saw
the pale, hollow-eyed figure marching on with noiseless steps.
'A good man, don't you think?' said Pluizer. 'He takes them away from
this at any rate. But even here men are afraid of him.'
When night had fallen and hundreds of lights flared in the wind, casting
long, straggling reflections in the black water, they made their way
down the quiet streets. The tall old houses seemed tired out, and asleep
as they leaned against each other. Most of them had their eyes shut; but
here and there a window still showed a pale gleam of yellow light.
Pluizer told Johannes many a long tale of those who dwelt within, of the
sufferings which were endured there, and the struggle waged between
misery and the love of life. He spared him nothing: he sought out the
gloomiest, the lowest, the most dreadful facts, and grinned with delight
as Johannes turned pale and speechless at his horrible tales.
'Pluizer,' Johannes suddenly asked, 'do you know anything about the
Great Light?' He thought the question might deliver him from the
darkness which grew thicker and more oppressive about him.
'All nonsense!' said Pluizer. 'Windekind's nonsense! Mere visions and
dreams! Men alone exist--and I myself. Do you suppose that a God, or
anything at all like one, could take pleasure in governing such a muddle
as prevails on this earth? And such a Great Light would not shine here
in the dark.'
'But the stars, what about the stars?' asked Johannes as if he expected
that the visible Splendour would raise up the squalor before him.
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