English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
In the years immediately preceding the war I was not often in Longres.
My parents had come back from India; my holidays were passed with them.
And when holidays transformed themselves into university vacations and
I was old enough to look after myself, I spent most of my leisure in
travelling in France, Italy, or Germany, and it was only rarely and
fleetingly--on the way to Milan, on my way back from Cologne, or after
a fortnight among the Dutch picture galleries--that I now revisited
the house on the Grand’ Place, where I had passed so many, and on the
whole such happy, days. I liked my Uncle Spencer still, but he had
ceased to be an admired being, and his opinions, instead of rooting
themselves and proliferating within my mind, as once they did, seemed
mostly, in the light of my own knowledge and experience, too fantastic
even to be worth refuting. I listened to him now with all the young
man’s intolerance of the opinions of the old (and my Uncle Spencer,
though only fifty, seemed to me utterly fossilised and antediluvian),
acquiescing in all that he said with a smile in which a more suspicious
and less single-hearted man would have seen the amused contempt. My
Uncle Spencer was leaning during these years more and more towards
the occult sciences. He talked less of the construction of domes and
more of Hahnemann’s mystic high potentials, more of Swedenborg, more
of Brahmanistic philosophy, in which he had by this time thoroughly
indoctrinated M. Alphonse; and he was enthusiastic now about a new
topic--the calculating horses of Elberfeld, which, at that time, were
making a great noise in the world by their startling ability to extract
cube roots in their heads. Strong in the materialistic philosophy, the
careless and unreflecting scepticism which were, in those days, the
orthodoxy of every young man who thought himself intelligent, I found
my Uncle Spencer’s mystical and religious preoccupations marvellously
ludicrous. I should think them less ridiculous now, when it is the
easy creed of my boyhood that has come to look rather queer. Now it is
possible--it is, indeed, almost necessary--for a man of science to be
also a mystic. But there were excuses then for supposing that one could
only combine mysticism with the faulty knowledge and the fantastic
mental eccentricity of an Uncle Spencer. One lives and learns.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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