English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
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It was Hubert who arranged that they should stay at the mill. One of
his friends had once been there with a reading party, and found the
place comfortable, secluded, and admirably quiet. Quiet, that is to
say, with the special quietness peculiar to mills. For the silence
there was not the silence of night on a mountain; it was a silence made
of continuous thunder. At nine o’clock every morning the mill-wheel
began to turn, and its roaring never stopped all day. For the first
moments the noise was terrifying, was almost unbearable. Then, after a
little, one grew accustomed to it. The thunder became, by reason of its
very unintermittence, a perfect silence, wonderfully rich and profound.
At the back of the mill was a little garden hemmed in on three sides by
the house, the outhouses, and a high brick wall, and open on the fourth
towards the water. Looking over the parapet, Minnie watched it sliding
past. It was like a brown snake with arrowy markings on its back; and
it crawled, it glided, it slid along for ever. She sat there, waiting:
her train, from London, had brought her here soon after lunch;
Hubert, coming across country from the Watchetts, would hardly arrive
before six. The water flowed beneath her eyes like time, like destiny,
smoothly towards some new and violent event.
The immense noise that in this garden was silence enveloped her.
Inured, her mind moved in it as though in its native element. From
beyond the parapet came the coolness and the weedy smell of water.
But if she turned back towards the garden, she breathed at once the
hot perfume of sunlight beating on flowers and ripening fruit. In the
afternoon sunlight all the world was ripe. The old red house lay there,
ripe, like a dropped plum; the walls were riper than the fruits of the
nectarine trees so tenderly and neatly crucified on their warm bricks.
And that richer silence of unremitting thunder seemed, as it were, the
powdery bloom on a day that had come to exquisite maturity and was
hanging, round as a peach and juicy with life and happiness, waiting in
the sunshine for the bite of eager teeth.
At the heart of this fruit-ripe world Minnie waited. The water flowed
towards the wheel; smoothly, smoothly--then it fell, it broke itself
to pieces on the turning wheel. And time was sliding onwards, quietly
towards an event that would shatter all the smoothness of her life.
“If you really want to go to bed with the young man, go to bed with
him.” She could hear Helen’s clear, shrill voice saying impossible,
brutal things. If any one else had said them, she would have run out
of the room. But in Helen’s mouth they seemed, somehow, so simple,
so innocuous, and so true. And yet all that other people had said
or implied--at home, at school, among the people she was used to
meeting--seemed equally true.
But then, of course, there was love. Hubert had written a Shakespearean
sonnet which began:
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