England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
I owed it to Mrs. Mozeen's true interest in me to tell her what had
happened. The same day I wrote to her. I also mentioned what the
doctor had said, and asked her to call on him, and ascertain if the
prescriptions had been shown to the chemist, and if any mistake had been
made.
A more innocently intended letter than this never was written. And yet
there are people who have declared that it was inspired by suspicion of
Mrs. Mozeen!
EIGHTH EPOCH.
WHETHER I was so weakened by illness as to be incapable of giving my
mind to more than one subject for reflection at a time (that subject
being now the extraordinary recovery of my health)--or whether I was
preoccupied by the effort, which I was in honor bound to make, to resist
the growing attraction to me of Susan's society--I cannot presume to
say. This only I know: when the discovery of the terrible position
toward Rothsay in which I now stood suddenly overwhelmed me, an interval
of some days had passed. I cannot account for it. I can only say--so it
was.
Susan was in the room. I was wholly unable to hide from her the sudden
change of color which betrayed the horror that had overpowered me. She
said, anxiously: "What has frightened you?"
I don't think I heard her. The play was in my memory again--the fatal
play, which had wound itself into the texture of Rothsay's life and
mine. In vivid remembrance, I saw once more the dramatic situation of
the first act, and shrank from the reflection of it in the disaster
which had fallen on my friend and myself.
"What has frightened you?" Susan repeated.
I answered in one word--I whispered his name: "Rothsay!"
She looked at me in innocent surprise. "Has he met with some
misfortune?" she asked, quietly.
"Misfortune"--did she call it? Had I not said enough to disturb her
tranquillity in mentioning Rothsay's name? "I am living!" I said.
"Living--and likely to live!"
Her answer expressed fervent gratitude. "Thank God for it!"
I looked at her, astonished as she had been astonished when she looked
at me.
"Susan, Susan," I cried--"must I own it? I love you!"
She came nearer to me with timid pleasure in her eyes--with the first
faint light of a smile playing round her lips.
"You say it very strangely," she murmured. "Surely, my dear one,
you ought to love me? Since the first day when you gave me my French
lesson--haven't I loved You?"
"You love _me?_" I repeated. "Have you read--?" My voice failed me; I
could say no more.
She turned pale. "Read what?" she asked.
"My letter."
"What letter?"
"The letter I wrote to you before we were married."
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