Japan -- History -- Meiji period, 1868-1912 -- Fiction
From the garden the sad call of a night-bird, with its oft-repeated
wail, seemed to voice her loneliness, and with a sob she sank upon her
knees beside the cot. Long she lay in an abandonment of grief, beating
futile wings against the bars of fate. At last, throwing out her arms,
she touched a small object beneath the pillow. Drawing it toward her,
she took it to the open _shoji_, and by the bright moonlight she saw a
small morocco note-book. She puzzled over the strange figures on the
first few pages, but from the small pocket on the back cover she drew
forth a picture that neither confused nor surprised. It was the girl
Merrit had told her about--the girl to whom he was going so joyously.
It was a face full of the gladness of life and love, whose laughing
eyes looked straight into Yuki San's with such a challenge of
friendship and good will that the girl smiled back at the picture and
laid it gently against her warm cheek.
She sought out each detail of hair and dress as she held it for closer
inspection, then replacing it in the pocket she said softly:
"He have the big, big love for you. You give him the happy. I close my
heart about you."
On the back of the book in letters of gold she spelled out the strange
word, "Diary." She puzzled for a moment, then she remembered where she
had seen it before. The young American teacher had written in just
such a book, and when she asked its meaning, the teacher had said it
was her best friend, her confidant, to whom she told her secrets.
For a moment Yuki San stood with the book in her hand, then she said
impulsively:
"Diary! I make diary, too. I speak my thoughts to you. I tole you all
my secrets. Maybe my lonely heart will flew away."
CHAPTER VI
THE DIARY OF YUKI SAN
_First Entry_
'Merican Sensei say she have one closest friend in little book. I tell
my troublesome to this little book what spells "Diary" in gold letters
on back. I make it my closest friend what no never speaks the words of
yours when heart overflows with several feelings. I write for Merrit
San, but his eyes no must never see. Just my heart speak to his heart
in that 'Merican tongue what he understands.
Japanese girl very naughty if she love man. She made for the take care
of man's mother, man's house. Very bad for Japanese girl to say love
when she marry with man. Merrit San say 'Merican girl speak love with
eyes when lips are shame. Japanese girl cover the eye with little
curtain when man comes. She no must peep out one little corner. No
must see, no must hear, no must speak the love.
So I make little book guess my heart each day.
The happy days are pass away, and the flowers are bloom and birds will
return to me again, but where can I find Merrit San? How I feel the
sorry and the lonesome when I think I can't find him no more in this
long island. I no can express my heart with words. I never the forget
of his kindness to me.
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