This is your birthday: you are ten years of age to-day. I sought
amidst my papers for some pretty picture to place at the top of
this note, but I did not find anything that seemed at all
expressive of my interest in your well-being, or well-doing, and
so this note comes to you without any such emblem. Let me say,
my honest little girl, that I have had you often in my mind
during my separation from you and your devoted mother, and
well-meaning sisters, while on the sea or the land, and now that
I have returned to be with you and them again, meeting you daily
at fireside, at table, at study, and in your walk, and
amusements, in conversation and in silence, being daily with
you, I would have you feel my presence and be the happier, and
better that I am here. I want, most of all things, to be a
kindly influence on you, helping you to guide and govern your
heart, keeping it in a state of sweet and loving peacefulness,
so that you may feel how good and kind is that Love which lives
always in our breasts, and which we may always feel, if we will
keep the passions all in stillness and give up ourselves
entirely to its soft desires. I live, my dear daughter, to be
good and to do good to all, and especially to you and your
mother and sisters. Will you not let me do you all the good that
I would? And do you not know that I can do you little or none,
unless you give me your affections, incline your ears, and
earnestly desire to become daily better and wiser, more kind,
gentle, loving, diligent, heedful, serene. The good Spirit comes
into the Breast of the meek and loveful to abide long; anger,
discontent, impatience, evil appetites, greedy wants,
complainings, ill-speakings, idlenesses, heedlessness, rude
behaviour and all such, these drive it away, or grieve it so
that it leaves the poor misguided soul to live in its own
obstinate, perverse, proud discomfort, which is the very _Pain of
Sin_, and is in the _Bible_ called the worm that never dies, the
gnawing worm, the sting of _CONSCIENCE_: while the pleasures of
love and goodness are beyond all description--a peacefulness
that passes all understanding. I pray that my daughter may know
much of the last, and little of the first of these feelings. I
shall try every day to help her to the knowledge and love of
this good _Spirit_. I shall be with her, and as she and her
sisters come more and more into the presence of this Spirit,
shall we become a family more closely united in loves that can
never sunder us from each other.
This your
Father
in Hope and Love
on your
Birthday
Concordia,
Nov. 29, 1842.
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