But no, she did not go, the little pagan. Evidently she felt no fear of
me, intuitively certain that all this angry noise was a pretense.
With an air that seemed to say, “I know very well that you will not
harm me,” she crouched silently in the corner, lying close to the floor
in a supplicating attitude, fixing upon me two dilated eyes, alight
with a human look that I have never seen except in hers.
What could I do? Impossible to domicile a cat in the contracted cabin
of a warship. Besides, she was such a distressingly homely little
creature, what an encumbrance by and by!
Then I lifted her carefully to my neck, saying to her, “I am very
sorry, Kitty;” but I carried her resolutely the length of the deck, to
the further end of the battery, to the sailors’ quarters, who usually
are both fond of and kind to cats of whatever age or pedigree.
Flattened close to the deck, her head imploringly turned towards me,
she gave me one beseeching look; then rose and fled with a queer and
swift gait in the direction of my cabin, where she arrived first in the
race between us; when I entered I found her crouched obstinately in the
corner from which I had taken her, with an expression, a remonstrance
in her golden eyes, that deprived me of all courage to again take her
away. And this is the way by which Pussy Chinese chose me for her owner
and protector.
My servant, evidently on her side from the début of the contest,
completed immediate preparations for her installment in my cabin, by
placing beneath my bed a lined basket for her bed, and one of my large
Chinese bowls, very practically filled with sand; an arrangement which
froze me with fright.
(VI)
Day and night she lived for seven months in the dim light and unceasing
movement of my cabin, and gradually an intimacy was established between
us, simultaneously with a faculty of mutual comprehension very rare
between man and animal.
I recall the first day when our relations became truly affectionate.
We were far out in the Yellow Sea, in gloomy September weather. The
first autumnal fogs had gathered over the suddenly cooled and restless
waters. In these latitudes cold and cloud come suddenly, bringing to
us European voyagers a sadness whose intensity is proportioned to our
distance from home. We were steaming eastward against a long swell
which had arisen, and rocked in dismal monotony to the plaintive groans
and creakings of the ship. It had become necessary to close my port,
and the cabin received its sole light through the thick bull’s-eye,
past which the crests of the waves swept in green translucency, making
intermittent obscurity. I had seated myself to write at the little
sliding table, the same in all our cabins on board,--during one of
those rare moments, when our service allows a complete freedom and
peace, and when the longing comes to be alone as in a cloister.
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