Our intimacy, founded on mutual loneliness, constantly increased.
Weeks and months passed, on the never resting seas, while all remained
the same in the obscure corner of the ship where Pussy had chosen her
abode. For us men who sail the seas there are always the strong winds
that buffet us, the starry nights on deck, and the goings on shore in
foreign ports--always some event to break the monotony of sea life.
She, on the contrary, knew nothing of the vast world over which her
prison moved, nothing of her kindred, or of the sun, or of verdure,
or of shade. And, never going outside, she lived in the solitude of
my narrow cabin; it was a glacial place at times when the door swung
open to the fierce wind sweeping the decks; oftener it was a hot and
stifling furnace, where Chinese incense burned before the expatriated
idols as if in a Buddhist temple. For companions in her musings she
had monsters in wood or bronze, fixed to the walls, and grinning with
malicious laughter; in the midst of a mass of relics of things sacred
in her country, pillaged from dwellings and temples, she wasted away,
without air, among the silken hangings that she loved to tear with her
restless little claws.
As soon as I entered my cabin she would come forward with her soft
welcoming cry of joy, springing like a jack in the box from behind
some curtain, desk, or chest. If by chance I seated myself to write,
she very slyly, very tenderly, seeking protection and caresses, would
softly take her place on my knees and follow the comings and goings of
my pen,--sometimes effacing, with an unintentional stroke of her paw,
lines of whose tenor she disapproved.
The shocks, the pitchings of the ship in rough weather, the noise of
our cannon, gave her great terror: at these times, she threw herself
against the walls, spun around like a mad creature, after which she
would stop breathless, and hide herself in the darkest corner, with a
terrified and sad expression.
Her cloistered youth resulted in an unnatural state of invalidism,
becoming daily more and more pronounced. Her appetite continued normal,
but she was emaciated, her face grew, if possible, more triangular, her
ears pointed sharply and batlike, her large golden eyes sought mine
with an air of distress, uncomfortably humanlike, or with questionings
on the problem of life, perhaps equally troubling and far more
unanswerable to her little intelligence than to my own.
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