Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last PushDawson, Coningsby
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Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last Push
Dawson, Coningsby
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, English
All the streets are full of girls in khaki—girls with the neatest, trimmest
little ankles. The smartest of all are the Flying Corps girls, many of whom
drive the army cars in the most daring manner. When you think of what they are
and were, the war hasn’t done so badly for them. They were purposeless before.
Their whole aim was to get married. They felt that they weren’t wanted in the
world. They broke windows with Mother Pankhurst. Now they’ve learnt discipline
and duty and courage. They’d man the trenches if we’d let them. They used to
sneer at our sex; whether they married or remained single, quite a number of
them became man-haters. But now—that kind of civil war is ended. Ask the young
subaltern back on leave how much he is disliked by the girls. Babies and home
have become the fashion. I received quite a shock last Sunday when I was
saluted by one of these girls—saluted in a perfectly correct and soldierly
fashion. The idea is right; if they outwardly acknowledge that they are a part
of the Army, military discipline becomes their protection. But what a queer,
changed world from the world of sloppy blouses, cheap and much-too-frequent
jewellery, and silly sentimental ogling! England’s become more alert and
forthright; despite the war, she’s happier. This isn’t meant for a
glorification of war; it’s simply a statement of fact. The time had to come
when women would become men; they’ve become men in this most noble and womanly
fashion—through service. They’re doing men’s jobs with women’s alacrity.
There is only one thing that will keep me from rejoining my battery in
January, and that’s this American book. We have come to the conclusion that to
complete the picture of American determination to win out, I ought to go on a
tour of inspection in France. The Government is interested in the book for
propaganda work. The extreme worthwhileness of such an undertaking would
reconcile me to a postponement of my return to the Front—nothing else will.
All the papers here are full of the details of the advance at Cambrai. I want
to be “out there” so badly. What does it matter that there’s mud in the
trenches, and death round every traverse, and danger in each step? It’s the
hour of glorious life I long for; for such an hour I would exchange all the
sheeted beds and running bath-taps, not to mention the æons of Cathay. I can
see those gunners forcing up their guns through the mire, and can hear the
machine guns clicking away like infuriated typewriters. The whole gigantic
pageant of death and endeavour moves before me—and I’m sick of clubs and
safety. People say to me, “You’re of more use here—you can serve your country
better by being in England.” But when chaps are dying I want to take my chance
with them. Don’t be afraid I’ll be kept here. I won’t. I didn’t know till I
was held back against my will what a grip that curious existence at the Front
had got on me. It isn’t the horror one remembers—it’s the exhilaration of the
glory.
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