Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last PushDawson, Coningsby
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Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last Push
Dawson, Coningsby
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, English
Yesterday I had a day off for a bath behind the lines—I hadn’t tubbed for well
over a month and hadn’t been back of the guns; also I had slept in my
clothes—so you may judge that warm water and soap were a necessity. Afterwards
I had great fun shopping for the mess, but I didn’t manage to buy much, as the
country is all eaten up. All that is beautiful in the way of landscape lies
ahead, so we’re very anxious to capture it from the Hun. One looks out over
his back country, so green and beautiful and untouched, and feels like an Old
Testament spy having a peep at the Promised Land. Without doubt it will be
ours in the ordained time. When I went out this morning it was to see a blue,
blue sky, a battery pulling into action and behind it a desolated town. But
the feature that caught my attention was the spring sky. I stared and stared
at it and thought of when the war is ended. To-day I had to go to another town
which is in process of being battered. On my way back I passed through a
wood—most of the trees were levelled to the ground. In the wood I found a hawk
wounded by shrapnel, and pressing close behind a fallen trunk. And I found my
first spring flower—a daffodil—which I am enclosing to you. I’ve sent you many
flowers, but none which carries with it more love than this little withered
daffodil—my first token of spring—gathered from a fought-over woodland of
France.
Since writing thus far it has been raining cats and dogs, and I’ve been
catching the mud, which leaks through my roof, in a soup-plate. Little things
like mud and rain don’t damp our ardour, however; we press on and on to
certain victory.
One of our officers came back from leave to-day—he’d spent his freedom in
Devon, and was full of the beauty of the spring-time there. Happy Devon! War
has changed the seasons in France. Winter started in October; it’s the middle
of April and winter has not yet ended. Oh, to wake up again with the splendid
assurance of a summer day with nothing but beauty—such a peaceful day as we
have so often spent at Kootenay. That wounded hawk, crouching among the
daffodils, is a symbol—we’re like that: beasts of prey for our country’s sake,
maimed in mind and spirit, and waiting till our wings grow strong again. And
yet—who would be anywhere else but here so long as the war lasts? Oh, the fine
clean courage of the men in the face of danger and their brave endurance in
the presence of privation! It passes understanding. I saw a chap with a mortal
wound the other day thinking nothing of himself—only of his pal, who was but
slightly wounded. The most unendurable people act like heroes in the face of
death. There’s a fundamental nobility in all men which comes to the surface
when life is most despairing.
III
France April 19, 1917
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