Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last PushDawson, Coningsby
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Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last Push
Dawson, Coningsby
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, English
Out of the many things that have come to me in the past six months I am
particularly glad of little Tinker’s friendship—P.’. baby. She’s not two yet,
but we were real pals. She would never go to sleep until I had kissed her in
her cot “Good-night.” First thing in the morning she would be beside my bed,
tugging at the clothes and ordering me to “Det up.” Since I’ve been gone
they’ve had to ring the bell and pretend that I’m just entering the hall, so
that they may make her go to sleep contented. When they ask her, “Where’s
Con?” she reaches up to the window and points. “Dorn walk in park,” she says.
They talk about the love of a woman keeping a man straight, but I don’t think
it’s to be compared with the love of a little child. You can’t lie to them.
The sharp rat-a-tat of the machine guns has started; but the mist is too thick
for me to see what is happening——It’s nothing; it’s died down.
In an hour I shall be relieved, and shall return to the guns and post this
letter. It will reach you when? Sometime in June, I expect, when the summer is
really come and you’re wearing your cool dresses. I can see you going out in
the early morning to do your shopping.
XLIV
France May 7, 1918
I am sitting in my bed—my sleeping-sack, I mean—which is spread out on the
red-tiled floor of a funny little cottage. There isn’t much of the floor left,
as four of the other officers are sharing the room with me. Coming in through
the window is the smell of sweet myrtle, old-fashioned and quiet; from far
away drifts in the continual pounding of the guns and, strangely muddled up
with the gunfire, the multitudinous croaking of frogs. I’m having an
extraordinary May month of it in lovely country, marching through the showers,
getting drenched and drying when the sun deigns to make an appearance. After
being off a horse for so long, I’m in the saddle for many hours every day.
I am glad that you all feel the way you do about my returning to the Front. I
was sure you wouldn’t want me to be out of these great happenings. My fear,
when I was in England this spring, was the same as I had when I first
joined—that fighting would all-be ended before I got into the line. No fear of
that; I think we’re in for another two years of it. There’s hot work ahead—the
hottest of the entire war. Oddly enough my spirits rise as the struggle
promises to grow fiercer. I don’t know why, unless it is that as the action
quickens one has a chance of giving more. There’s nothing sad about being
wounded or dying for one’s country. In this war one does so much more than
that—he dies for the whole of humanity.
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