Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last PushDawson, Coningsby
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Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last Push
Dawson, Coningsby
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, English
I have spoken several times to you about the test of war; how it acknowledges
one chief virtue—courage. A man may be a poet, painter, may speak with the
tongue of angels; but, if he has not courage, he is as sounding brass or a
tinkling cymbal. The other day I was accidentally the witness to the
promulgation of a court-martial. The man was an officer; he had been sentenced
to be shot, but the order had been changed to cashiering. There, in the
sunlight, all his brother officers were drawn up at attention. Across the
fields the men whom he had commanded were playing baseball. He was led out
bareheaded. The sentence and the crime for which he had been sentenced were
read aloud to him in an unsteady voice. When that was ended, an officer
stepped forward and stripped the buttons and the badges of rank from his
uniform. It was like a funeral at which his honour was buried. Under an
escort, he was given “Right turn,” and marched away to meet the balance of
life that remained. In peace times he’d have been reckoned a decent-looking
chap, a little smart, but handsome—the kind of fellow of whom some mother must
have been proud and whom probably at least one girl loved. A tall chap,
too—six foot at least. I see him standing in the strong sunlight, white-faced
and dumb—better dead—despised. His fate was the fate which many of us feared
before we put on khaki when the call first came. We had feared that we might
not be able to stand the test and might be shot behind the lines. How and why
we can stand it we ourselves cannot say. It was all a gamble at the start.
Here was one man who had failed. The arithmetic of his spiritual values was at
fault: he had chosen bitter life when death would have been splendid.
This must all sound very strange to you in your environment, where your honour
and life are safe. Perhaps I should not intrude such scenes upon you.
LX
France July 15, 1918
The mail has just come up to us. The runner stuck his head into the hole in
the trench where I live and shoved in a pile of letters. “How many for me?” I
asked. “All of them,” he said.
I’m all alone at the battery, the major having gone forward to reconnoitre a
position and all the other subalterns being away on duties—so I’ve had a quiet
time browsing through my correspondence. A Hun cat sits at the top of the
dug-out across the trench and blinks at me. We found him on the position. He’s
fat and sleek and plausible-looking. I can’t get it out of my mind that he’s
kept up his strength by battening on the corpses of his former owners. Between
the guns there are two graves; one to an unknown British and the other to an
unknown German soldier.
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