Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last PushDawson, Coningsby
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Living Bayonets: A Record of the Last Push
Dawson, Coningsby
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, English
The battlefield itself stretches away all billowy with hay for miles and
miles. When a puff of wind blows across it, it rustles like fire. The sides of
the trenches are gay with poppies and cornflowers. The larks sing
industriously overhead, and above them, like the hum of a swarm of bees, pass
the fighting planes. Miles to the rear I can hear the strife of bands, playing
their battalions up to the fine. A brave, queer, battling world! If one lives
to be old, he will talk about these days and persuade himself that he longs to
be back, if the time ever comes when life has lost its challenge.
The Hun doesn’t seem to be so frisky as he was in March and April. Now that
he’s quieting down, we begin to lose our hatred and to speak of him more
tolerantly again. But whatever may be said in his defence, he’s a nasty
fellow.
Since I started this letter I’ve dined, done a lot of work, watched a
marvellous sunset, and received orders to push up forward very early in the
morning. I shall probably send you a line from the O.P. The mystery of night
has settled down. Round the western rim of the horizon there is still a stain
of red. Under the dusk, limbers and pack horses crawl along mud trails and
sunken roads. We become populous when night has fallen.
LXI
France July 17, 1918
To-night brought a great wad of American papers. What a time America is
having—all shouting and anticipation of glory without any suspicion of the
cost. War’s fine when it’s khaki and drums on Fifth Avenue—if it wasn’t
tortured bodies, broken hearts, and blinded eyes. Where I am the dead lie
thick beneath the sod; poppies pour like blood across the landscape, and
cornflowers stand tall in sockets empty of eyes. The inscription “Unknown
Soldier” is written on many crosses that grow like weeds from the shell-holes.
All the feet that marched away with shouting now lie silent; their owners have
even lost their names. Could death do more? Where I live at present everything
is blasted, stagnant, decayed, morose. War’s a fine spectacle for those who
only cheer from the pavement.
It isn’t that I’m angry with people for seizing life and being gay. We’re gay
out here—but we’ve earned the right. Many of us are happier than we ever were
in our lives. Why not? For the first time we’re quite sure every minute of the
day that we’re doing right. And that certainty is the only excuse for being
happy while the Front line is suffering the tortures of the damned.
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