Living the Radiant Life: A Personal NarrativeJames, George Wharton
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Living the Radiant Life: A Personal Narrative
James, George Wharton
Conduct of life
Good to forgive,
Best to forget;
Living we fret,
Dying we live.
Fretless and free, soul,
Clap thy pinion,
Earth have dominion,
Body, o'er thee.
The Indians' attitude towards death is very beautiful to me. They regard
it as a natural change; a something to be expected, to be looked for,
and therefore to be met with bravery, courage, and fearlessness. While I
know they grieve deeply at unexpected deaths by accidents, sudden
disease, in war, etc., and make a loud show of their grief, that is
merely the child part of their nature asserting itself. When a man, a
woman, has lived out the natural term of years and he, she, feels death
approaching, retirement is made to some quiet and solitary place, where
Death is awaited with calmness, serenity, and fearlessness. This is
what I would radiate, both for myself and those whom I love. I believe
with all my heart in the great goodness of God; in the progressiveness
of the human soul towards the godhead possible for us.
I look forward with confidence and eager anticipation to the adventures
new and brave that are to meet me when I go beyond. I have had a grand
and glorious time here. In spite of hardships, sorrows, griefs, pains,
sickness, bereavement, poverties, and the pains that come from a
recognition of my own mental and spiritual imperfections, I have had a
wonderfully rich, joyous, and blessed life. I am thankful for it all. As
I look back upon it I regret only those things wherein I have brought
pain and sorrow to others. As for myself, all the pains and distresses
are gone and forgotten; the joys and delights, the pleasures and
happinesses, only, remain, and for these I am thankful beyond all power
of expression.
Shall I, then, be afraid that the Supreme Power who has so blessed me in
this life will be unable, or unwilling, to equally bless me in the one
to come? Fearless and unafraid I await the issue, nay, with glad
confidence I will welcome it when it comes.
Hence, again to quote Browning, whom I love and revere for his great
helpfulness:
I would hate that Death bandaged my eyes, and forbore,
And bade me creep past.
No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers
The heroes of old;
Bear the brunt, in a minute pay, glad, life's arrears
Of pain, darkness and cold.
I want to meet death in just that spirit; open-eyed, in full possession
of my senses, if that be possible, that I may have full cognizance of
the experience as I pass through it. But let it come as it may, I want
to be ready to meet and greet it.
In many of his poems Walt Whitman fully expresses my conceptions, and
Joaquin Miller's many sweet poems reëcho the thoughts that come to me,
again and again, as I contemplate the sleep that has no earthly
awakening. Take his beautiful _River of Rest_:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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