England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She took the little creature in her arms, and smoothed away her sad looks
to a smile, and kissed it fondly, saying over and over again, "Nanny,
Nanny, my little Nanny." At last the child was soothed, and looked in
her face and smiled back again.
"It has her eyes," said she to Susan.
"I never saw her to the best of my knowledge. I think it must be hers by
the frock. But where can she be?"
"God knows," said Mrs. Leigh; "I dare not think she's dead. I'm sure she
isn't."
"No; she's not dead. Every now and then a little packet is thrust in
under our door, with, may be, two half-crowns in it; once it was half-a-
sovereign. Altogether I've got seven-and-thirty shillings wrapped up for
Nanny. I never touch it, but I've often thought the poor mother feels
near to God when she brings this money. Father wanted to set the
policeman to watch, but I said No; for I was afraid if she was watched
she might not come, and it seemed such a holy thing to be checking her
in, I could not find in my heart to do it."
"Oh, if we could but find her! I'd take her in my arms, and we'd just
lie down and die together."
"Nay, don't speak so!" said Susan, gently; "for all that's come and gone,
she may turn right at last. Mary Magdalen did, you know."
"Eh! but I were nearer right about thee than Will. He thought you would
never look on him again if you knew about Lizzie. But thou'rt not a
Pharisee."
"I'm sorry he thought I could be so hard," said Susan in a low voice, and
colouring up. Then Mrs. Leigh was alarmed, and, in her motherly anxiety,
she began to fear lest she had injured Will in Susan's estimation.
"You see Will thinks so much of you--gold would not be good enough for
you to walk on, in his eye. He said you'd never look at him as he was,
let alone his being brother to my poor wench. He loves you so, it makes
him think meanly on everything belonging to himself, as not fit to come
near ye; but he's a good lad, and a good son. Thou'lt be a happy woman
if thou'lt have him, so don't let my words go against him--don't!"
But Susan hung her head, and made no answer. She had not known until now
that Will thought so earnestly and seriously about her; and even now she
felt afraid that Mrs. Leigh's words promised her too much happiness, and
that they could not be true. At any rate, the instinct of modesty made
her shrink from saying anything which might seem like a confession of her
own feelings to a third person. Accordingly she turned the conversation
on the child.
"I am sure he could not help loving Nanny," said she. "There never was
such a good little darling; don't you think she'd win his heart if he
knew she was his niece, and perhaps bring him to think kindly on his
sister?"
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