England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She said, "Yes, I know all--all but her sufferings. Think what they must
have been!"
He made answer, low and stern, "She deserved them all; every jot."
"In the eye of God, perhaps she does. He is the Judge; we are not."
"Oh!" she said, with a sudden burst, "Will Leigh! I have thought so well
of you; don't go and make me think you cruel and hard. Goodness is not
goodness unless there is mercy and tenderness with it. There is your
mother, who has been nearly heart-broken, now full of rejoicing over her
child. Think of your mother."
"I do think of her," said he. "I remember the promise I gave her last
night. Thou shouldst give me time. I would do right in time. I never
think it o'er in quiet. But I will do what is right and fitting, never
fear. Thou hast spoken out very plain to me, and misdoubted me, Susan; I
love thee so, that thy words cut me. If I did hang back a bit from
making sudden promises, it was because not even for love of thee, would I
say what I was not feeling; and at first I could not feel all at once as
thou wouldst have me. But I'm not cruel and hard; for if I had been, I
should na' have grieved as I have done."
He made as if he were going away; and indeed he did feel he would rather
think it over in quiet. But Susan, grieved at her incautious words,
which had all the appearance of harshness, went a step or two
nearer--paused--and then, all over blushes, said in a low, soft whisper--
"Oh, Will! I beg your pardon. I am very sorry. Won't you forgive me?"
She who had always drawn back, and been so reserved, said this in the
very softest manner; with eyes now uplifted beseechingly, now dropped to
the ground. Her sweet confusion told more than words could do; and Will
turned back, all joyous in his certainty of being beloved, and took her
in his arms, and kissed her.
"My own Susan!" he said.
Meanwhile the mother watched her child in the room above.
It was late in the afternoon before she awoke, for the sleeping draught
had been very powerful. The instant she awoke, her eyes were fixed on
her mother's face with a gaze as unflinching as if she were fascinated.
Mrs. Leigh did not turn away, nor move; for it seemed as if motion would
unlock the stony command over herself which, while so perfectly still,
she was enabled to preserve. But by-and-by Lizzie cried out, in a
piercing voice of agony--
"Mother, don't look at me! I have been so wicked!" and instantly she hid
her face, and grovelled among the bed-clothes, and lay like one dead, so
motionless was she.
Mrs. Leigh knelt down by the bed, and spoke in the most soothing tones.
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