Vanulm half recoiled, then made as if to rise, but again Gordon shook
his head. "No, no," he said, "it isn't fever; I'm as sane as you are;
I wanted money; I tried to blackmail him; drugged him, and made him
believe he'd ruined a girl; bled him for a hundred thousand; and then,
by the devil's own luck, the thing leaked out. Then it was my life
against his, and he was fool enough not to see it. I got my chance out
on the island, and I shot him, and threw his body into the quicksand
over by the point. That same night I killed the woman who told him,
and that's how I got my start. Then came the time about the
Konahassett--the Ethel, they called it then--and I couldn't come to
terms with Mason; he was honest--and stubborn--and that left only one
way. I killed him, and to make things sure, I killed the only woman
that ever really cared for me, and married Mason's daughter--" he
smiled sneeringly--"the young woman you thought so charming, and who
tired of me when she thought my money was gone. To make the thing
safe, I had to get the murders saddled on a poor old drunk out there;
that never troubled me much, though; he was only a pawn in the game.
So I got the mine. And since then, as you probably know, I've been
fooling the people right and left--the people that have trusted me;
all my stock market letters were fakes; all my battle with the moneyed
interests was a sham--I've been hand in glove with them, from the
start. My politics have been rotten, right through; I've bought,
bribed, corrupted, betrayed, and yet they've followed me like sheep;
if I'd have lived, I'd have been president of this country; deals;
combinations; God, how, I had things lined up; and now I'm through;
I've had my turn at the game; I'm through; and we're counting up the
score."
As he spoke, a curious light had come into his eyes; slowly the color
had crept back into his sunken cheeks; even his voice had taken on
something of its old, commanding ring. Fascinated, Vanulm gazed at him
without speaking, and the dying man, almost as if in a state of
exaltation, went on: "I've played square with myself, Herman; square
all the way through; and I'm not afraid, now. It's been a fair game.
I've seen what I wanted, and I've taken it. Money? I've made my
fortune. Twenty million dollars, Herman; no more, no less; and I could
have doubled it, trebled it, in ten years more. And everything it
could buy; I've gratified every wish of man; God, Herman, I've lived a
dozen lives in one. Power? I've made history in the market; I've
changed a state in politics; five years more, and I'd have changed the
destiny of the country. Success? There isn't a man alive that's
accomplished more. Every one's envied me, looked up to me, tried to
copy me, even. And the preachers say a man is nothing; it's a lie,
Herman; a man's a god; man is God; I've played the game through, and I
know. Herman, get that doctor; I won't die; I can't die; I tell you
I'll be president yet. Great God, Herman--"
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