A tinge of red showed in Palmer's pale face. "Of course I'm sorry for
her," he said sulkily. "It was hell coming back from the island. I'm
terribly ashamed of myself, and all that, and I'll do anything I can
to square things with her. But I can't help thinking about what's
going to happen to me, just the same. We've all got to look out for
ourselves first. That's human nature."
Gordon gazed at him from half-shut eyes. "Yes," he admitted, "that's
human nature, I suppose, beyond a doubt." He paused a moment, and then
continued: "Very well, then, if it suits you better, we'll eliminate
the girl altogether, and look at things just from your end of it. I
suppose the first point is whether the thing becomes known or not. If
it does, I imagine there's no question that it will hurt you
tremendously. In society in general, it surely will. In your clubs I
don't know that it would make so much difference."
Palmer threw back his head with a gesture of uncontrollable agitation.
"Damn all that part of it," he cried angrily; "that isn't what I mind.
It's what May's going to do if she hears about it. I can't have her
know, Gordon; she's the best girl that ever lived, and she's devilish
particular about such things. She'd break our engagement in a minute,
just as sure as fate, if she knew."
Gordon nodded. "I imagine she would," he said drily. "When you come to
think of it, Harry, it is rather a difficult thing for you to explain
to her satisfactorily. A man just engaged to one of the most eligible
girls in town; supposedly swearing all the usual vows of eternal
constancy, and all that; and then, a week or so later, taking
deliberate advantage of an unexpected opportunity, and ruining a young
girl placed in his care by a friend who had every belief that the man
was in all reality the gentleman he seemed. If it comes to that,
Harry, and we're to consider anybody's position in the matter except
poor Marian's, just think of mine for a moment, and what I'm to say to
Mrs. Francis. The dear woman blames me, and in a sense she's perfectly
right. I vouched for you, Harry, as my friend and guest, and this is
what you thought was due me in return. It's a terrible thing you've
done; terrible for Marian, terrible for yourself, terrible for all of
us."
Palmer sat with head bowed, shoulders drooping, eyes fixed on the
ground, the embodiment of despair. "I admit it," he cried; "I couldn't
have done a worse job for everybody concerned if I'd tried. But that's
all done with. Now, I want to know what's going to happen next."
Gordon, his hands clasped about his knee, his forehead wrinkled
doubtfully, gave himself up to reflection.
"Well," he said at length, "of course it's already occurred to you
that some moralists would insist that you marry the girl."
Palmer started nervously. "I know it," he cried; "but it's impossible,
Gordon. I couldn't do it. The girl herself wouldn't want that. No girl
would."
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