"Look!" she repeated. "I was content once in that shabby, horrid flat.
Perfectly content, and patient, and happy. Father said that I was
content because I was good, but I know better; it was because I was
ignorant; because the thing that was mine was the only thing I knew.
He talks of going back! Threatens, because he is afraid, because he
never spent money in his life, and is too old to learn now, to return
to that squalid, shabby, dirty hole. I want you to talk to him," and
she turned him so that he faced her, and as he felt the nervous grasp
on his arm he marvelled at her strength. "I want you to tell him what
I have already told him, that, if he goes back there, he will go
alone. I am out of it now, and there isn't power enough in the world
to drag me back."
"My dear," remonstrated the Doctor gravely, "you and John are to be
married; he is young; surely while he is making his way in the world
you will be willing to share whatever his fortune may be. Love is as
sweet in poverty, Lola, as it is in a home like this."
"That is a platitude, Doctor, a platitude invented by cowards who
weren't strong enough to win the good things of life, and who, because
they couldn't have them, were fools enough to try to blind themselves
with stupid words. I am a woman! A woman's only chance for all the
beautiful things of life rests upon some man. When a man comes to me
and says, 'I want the only things you have, your youth, your love,
your beauty,' haven't I the right to say, 'What will you give me for
them?'"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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