London Pride, Or, When the World Was YoungerBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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London Pride, Or, When the World Was Younger
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
CHAPTER XXI.
GOOD-BYE, LONDON.
Sitting in her own room before supper, a letter was brought to Angela—a
long letter, closely written, in a neat, firm hand she knew very well.
It was from Denzil Warner; a letter full of earnest thought and warm
feeling, in which he pursued the subject of their morning’s discourse.
“We were interrupted before I had time to open my heart to you,
dearest,” he wrote; “and at a moment when we had touched on the most
delicate point in our friendship—the difference in our religious
education and observance. Oh, my beloved, let not difference in
particulars divide two hearts that worship the same God, or make a
barrier between two minds that think alike upon essentials. The Christ
who died for you is not less my Saviour because I love not to obtrude
the dressed-up image of His earthly mother between His Godhead and my
prayers. In the regeneration of baptism, in the sanctity of marriage,
in the resurrection of the body, and the life of the world to come, in
the reality of sin and the necessity for repentance, I believe as truly
as any Papist living. Let our lives be but once united, who knows how
the future may shape and modify our minds and our faith? I may be
brought to your way of thinking, or you to mine. I will pledge myself
never to be guilty of disrespect to your religion, or to unkindly urge
you to any change in your observances. I am not one of those who have
exchanged one tyranny for another, and who, released from the dominion
of Rome, have become the slave of the Covenant. I have been taught by
one who, himself deeply religious, would have all men free to worship
God by the light of their own conscience; and to my wife, that dearer
half of my soul, I would allow perfect freedom. I suffer from the lack
of poetic phrases with which to embellish the plain reality of my love;
but be sure, Angela, that you may travel far through the world, and
receive many a flowery compliment to your beauty, yet meet none who
will love you as faithfully as I have loved you for this year last
past, and as I doubt I shall love you—happy or unfortunate in my
wooing—for all the rest of my life. Think, dearest, whether it were not
wise on your part to accept the chaste and respectful homage of a
suitor who is free to love and cherish you, and thus to shield yourself
from the sinful pursuit of one who offends Heaven and dishonours you
whenever he looks at you with the eyes of a lover. I would not write
harshly of a man whose very sin I pity, and whom I believe not wholly
vile; but for him, as for me, that were a happy day which should make
you my wife, and thus end the madness of unholy hopes. I would again
urge that Lady Fareham desires our union with all a sister’s concern
for you, and more than a friend’s tenderness to me.
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