London Pride, Or, When the World Was YoungerBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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London Pride, Or, When the World Was Younger
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
The words were of the simplest; but there was something in his tone
that told her all was not said. She paled at the thought of an
approaching conflict; for she knew her father was against her, and that
there must be hard fighting.
They walked the length of flower border and lawn in silence; and then,
when they were furthest from the house, and from the hazard of eyes
looking out of windows, he stopped suddenly, and took her unresisting
hand, which lay cold in his.
“Dearest, I have kept silence through all those blessed days in which
you and I have been together; but I have not left off loving you or
hoping for you. Things have changed since I spoke to you in London last
winter. I have a powerful advocate now whose pleading ought to prevail
with you—a father whose anxious affection urges what my passionate love
so ardently desires. Indeed, dear heart, if you will be kind, you can
make a father and lover happy with one breath. You have but to say
‘Yes’ to the prayer you know of——”
“Alas! Denzil, I cannot. I am your true and faithful friend. If you
were sick and alone—as his lordship was—I would go to you and nurse
you, as your friend and sister. If you were poor and I were rich, I
would divide my fortune with you. I shall always think of you with
affection—always take pleasure in your society, if you will let me; but
it must be as your sister. You have no sister, Denzil—I no brother. Why
cannot we be to each other as brother and sister?”
“Only because from the hour when your beauty and sweetness began to
grow into my mind I have been your lover, and nothing else—your adoring
lover. I cannot change my fervent hope for the poor name of friend. I
can never again dare be to you what I have been in this happy season
last past, unless you will let me be more than I have been.”
“Alas!”
Only that one word, with a sorrowful shake of the graceful head,
covered with feathery ringlets in the dainty fashion of that day, so
becoming in youth, so inappropriate to advancing years, when the rich
profusion of curls came straight from Chedreux, or some of his
imitators, and baldness was hidden by the spoils of the dead.
“Alas!”
No need for more than that sad dissyllable.
“Then I am no nearer winning this dear hand than I was at Fareham
House?” he said heartbrokenly, for he had built high hopes upon her
kindness and willing companionship in that Arcadian valley.
“I told you then that I should never marry. I have not changed my mind.
I never can change. I am to be Henriette’s spinster aunt.”
“And Fareham’s spinster sister?” said Denzil. “I understand. We are
neither of us cured of our malady. It is my disease to love you in
spite of your disdain. It is your disease to love where you should not.
Farewell!”
He was gone before she could reply. The livid anger of his face, the
deep resentment in his voice, haunted her memory, and made life almost
intolerable.
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